Chapter 14: Choi Yu-jin (1)

“What are you doing?”

“Huh? What, when did you get here, hyung?”

Choi Jin-soo, who was uploading the post, was startled by the voice of his older brother, Choi Jin-hyung, and turned around.

“Are you writing another garbage post?”

“It’s awesome today though.”

“What is it? Let’s see.”

Choi Jin-hyung seemed to dislike Choi Jin-soo, who was strangely full of confidence, so he pushed him aside and looked at the monitor.

“Aish, why are you pushing me and making a fuss.”

“Huh? What.”

Choi Jin-hyung, who was looking at the woman in the monitor, somehow looked familiar.

Who was she?

“She’s a nugu (no name) streamer that I’ve been watching these days, and she showed her face this time. Her chest is awesome, right?”

“Hey, I think I’ve seen this person before?”

“You saw her? Where?”

I definitely think I’ve seen her, but where did I see her?

I think it was today.

Choi Jin-hyung carefully recalled his memories.

White hair and unique golden eyes.

And an extremely large chest.

“There, what was it, Sinchon, that hospital area.”

The person I bumped into near there.

“Severance?”

“Yeah, there. I think I saw her passing by there?”

“Isn’t it someone else?”

“Is there another person like that?”

“That’s also true.”

Choi Jin-hyung felt a strange feeling.

It was the first time he had the experience of seeing someone he had accidentally encountered on the street on the internet.

“So how was it?”

“What do you mean, you little rascal.”

“Is her chest really that big? Real?”

Choi Jin-hyung recalled the brief encounter in response to his brother’s question.

That crazy presence that made you feel the shaking of your heart even though she was just walking normally.

“It was awesome, though.”

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12:40 PM.

I arrived at Hongik University Station without being late.

Exit 9 across from the movie theater.

I stood near the tree around there and looked towards the exit.

How long has it been since I came outside to meet someone?

Part of the reason was that my personality made me dislike going out, but I was afraid to go out carelessly because I had to be careful in everything to avoid being caught as a netkama.

I only went out when I had to buy daily necessities or when I was sick and had to go to the hospital, and otherwise, I had no memory of going out in the past year.

And today.

It was the first proper outing in a year and the second outing since becoming a woman.

“Ooh.”

The voices of people passing by me that I heard in passing.

Whether it was yesterday when I wasn’t wearing underwear or today when I was properly dressed, the reaction wasn’t much different.

I thought it was because I had become a beauty and shrugged my shoulders, and I ran away thinking it was because it was found out that I wasn’t wearing underwear.

But it seems that the reason why people glanced at me yesterday wasn’t that.

Just

Simply

They were just looking at me once because they were attracted to my big chest.

If I had known that was the reason, I wouldn’t have needed to make such a fuss yesterday.

I kept feeling embarrassed when I thought about myself yesterday, who was lost in my own delusions and feared things that weren’t a big deal.

But I have to get used to it.

It was none other than myself who chose to live as a woman.

I have to experience things I haven’t experienced before and learn things I don’t know to settle down in my life as a woman.

However.

Maybe.

Perhaps.

Maybe I can go back to being a man?

On the one hand, I also had that thought.

I became a woman in an unrealistic way, so I could become a man in the same way.

If there is a way to go back

Would I go back to being a man?

“It’s cold.”

It was quite cold.

I regretted not wearing the padding jacket that I wore yesterday that doesn’t zip up.

I wish the new coat I ordered would come quickly, but unfortunately, I received a message that the coat would arrive this afternoon.

Fortunately, the underwear arrived on time and I was able to wear it, but

“This… is more 신경 쓰인다 (nerve-wracking/bothersome) than I thought.”

Whether it was because it was the first time I was wearing a bra, the shoulder straps kept bothering me.

I made such a fuss about just wearing it from the morning, so there’s no way it would fit properly on my body.

As I recalled the struggle of wearing underwear for the first time, my temples throbbed.

The underwear of various sizes that I bought based on the sizes that I had measured roughly with a metal tape measure.

The fear that I might have to go to meet Yu-jin noona without wearing underwear if the roughly measured size didn’t fit made me overreact and buy ten sizes.

But, that overreaction eventually saved me.

Bras have different cup sizes even with a difference of just a few centimeters, so a rough measurement causes a large error.

The size I roughly measured was F cup, and I was ignorant about breast sizes, so I thought that F cup would be huge

That’s what I thought.

“H cup, is that real…”

It was much bigger than the size I roughly guessed.

I had bought H cup, which was the largest size among the sizes I could order, just in case, but I didn’t think it would really be H cup.

It’s a relief that there was a size that fit.

If my chest was even a little bigger, there would have been no answer at all.

As I hugged my body with both arms to soothe the cold, a woman walked up from the exit.

A person I’ve never met in person, but I’ve seen countless times on the screen.

It was Yu-jin noona.

It would be difficult to get agreement if you said she was a beauty, but she was still a person with her own cute charm.

A person who knows how to bring out her charm well.

I waved my hand to Yu-jin noona, who was looking around for me, and Yu-jin noona smiled brightly and walked up to me in a hurry.

“Hello Soo-yeong~”

Whether it was because we were meeting outside, Yu-jin noona called me by my real name instead of my nickname, unlike usual.

I felt a bit shy because I had never been called by my real name by Yu-jin noona.

I slowly walked towards Yu-jin noona, who was coming to me.

“Have you arrived, unni?”

When I greeted her, Yu-jin noona responded with a smile.

“Yup~ Unni’s here! But…”

Yu-jin noona suddenly looked at me up and down, and then gave me a subtle smile.

“…You know, Soo-yeong?”

“Yes?”

“By any chance, did you look at a fashion site or fashion magazine today to refer to the coord you wore? Or is it?”

In response to Yu-jin noona’s words, who was asking about my coord with a reluctant expression, I looked back at my outfit.

A white sweater that roughly fits the size now that a chest has appeared even though the height has shrunk.

Black jeans that I used to wear tightly on my leg line, but now have extra space because I’ve become a woman.

A black coat that has become a long coat that I wore over it and

Sneakers.

…

Yeah, sneakers.

I tried my best, but it was an outfit that I couldn’t say was great even if I spat on my tongue.

But whether it was worse than I thought, Yu-jin noona gave me a bitter smile as she looked at me.

“It’s a bit… what should I say, Soo-yeong.”

“Those college freshmen, you know?”

“It feels like kids who only studied during their school days tried hard to pay attention to fashion for the first time, somehow.”

It was a scathing assessment, but I had nothing to say.

It was also true that I only studied during my school days

It was also true that it was a coord that I used to wear during my freshman days when I still had a romance about the college campus.

But I’ve lived with fashion as a stranger, and there’s no way I would have women’s clothes, so I tried my best with the clothes I had.

“Unni…”

“Yup?”

“Am I really that bad today…?”

My shoulders drooped.

I’m used to Yu-jin noona’s real appearance, but Yu-jin noona is seeing my real appearance for the first time.

I felt bad because it felt like I had ruined Yu-jin noona’s first impression of me.

Whether it was because it was obvious that I had become sullen, Yu-jin noona quickly changed her expression and smiled.

“No, no~ I just thought you might have mistaken it for a men’s coord and worn it wrong! It’s okay~”

Yu-jin noona’s heart that was trying to comfort me was felt even more painfully.

I also wondered if it was at a level where I had to try hard to comfort me.

“I don’t know anything about fashion, unni…”

“This kid, really, it’s really okay~! Hohoho.”

Yu-jin noona stroked my head and smiled at me.

Even though my confidence had dropped sharply, I gradually felt relieved by the smile that Yu-jin noona gave me.

“Hohoho…”

Gradually becoming more comfortable

“Hohheuhheuheuhㅡ”

Becoming more comfortable

“Heuheuhheu heuheheu…”

“Hiroya?”

Yu-jin noona, who was somehow calling me Hiro instead of Soo-yeong with a voice and expression that had become incredibly lewd, said.

“Ye, yes?”

“That won’t do, follow me right now!”

“Yes? Where to?”

“I have to overhaul you with a full course from head to toe! To hold back such material… That won’t do, that won’t do!”

“Th, where are we going, unni??”

“Where else, we’re going to buy clothes! Just trust this unni and follow me, just wait! You’re going to pick out a proper outfit today!”

“I don’t have money, Yu-jin unni!!!”

Looking at Yu-jin noona, who was suddenly dragging me to a clothing store, I thought.

Yu-jin noona’s

Way of speaking and gestures were very exaggerated.

That’s not because of the broadcast, but because she’s just this kind of person.