Chapter 126: A Cruel Bargain

I stared at the exclusive contract termination form for a long time. The content was simpler than I had thought. It simply stated that the guide and Esper had agreed to terminate the exclusive contract.

I was a little worried that if I broke the exclusive contract, I wouldn’t be able to see him anymore. He was the first friend I had made since becoming an adult, and when he was kind, I thought we got along well.

I wanted to at least stay on good terms with him as a friend. Since I didn’t have many friends, I thought it would be nice to know him, who was my age, for a long time.

He returned home late in the evening due to a gate that had occurred in the afternoon. Facing him, I found it difficult to show him the termination contract. Still, I wanted to get it over with quickly rather than continue to live with a flushed face.

“I had a consultation with the manager today, and I think I have to terminate the exclusive contract…”

“Really? You need my signature, right?”

He seemed to already know the contents of the termination contract, as he said what I was supposed to say first.

“Yeah…”

“If you terminate the exclusive contract, you have to return the contract fee you received. You don’t have any money, do you?”

“I’ll pay back the contract fee while I work.”

“You won’t be able to pay it back even if you work for the rest of your life.”

“…”

“Should I sign it and take care of all the worrying parts for you?”

At his words, I looked at him with wide eyes. I had believed that he, of all people, would help me.

“Really…?”

“Yeah. But come over here first.”

Since getting his signature was the priority right now, I took the termination form and approached him, who was sitting on the sofa.

“I’m here.”

“Sit.”

He pressed down on my shoulder and made me sit below him. I waited for his next words, looking up at him.

“Shinui.”

“Yeah?”

“Have you ever sucked a d*ck before?”

At his words, I was so flustered that I couldn’t say anything. I just stared at him, frozen stiff.

“If you suck it well, I’ll do whatever you want with the contract fee and the termination.”

“…Why should I! I don’t want to!”

“Then have s*x with me here. My level is not going up, so I’m in a sh*tty mood.”

His eyes, looking at me, were glistening with a lust I had never seen before. Just looking at those eyes, a wave of fear washed over me.

“You can do it with someone else!”

“They all die in the middle of it. And… I want to try having s*x with a guide with a high matching rate.”

“I don’t want to. I’ll never do it!”

“Then let’s just end it with a blowjob. It’s a shame to let you go just like this.”

“…”

“Why aren’t you saying anything?”

With his ability, he could easily overpower me and have s*x with me. But I asked, holding on to the last hope that he would stop if I said no.

“What will you do if I say I don’t want to do either?”

“I’ll do both.”

At his words that he would do both, I felt my trust crumble. My face was contorted with frustration, so much so that I couldn’t even speak properly. But he had an indifferent expression, as if he didn’t care about my feelings.

There was no one here to help me anymore. I didn’t know how to get out.

I was lost in deep thought, but no answer came. But maybe it was better to give him a blowjob and get it over with than to be forced to have s*x.

I had to make a decision before he changed his mind. I moved my slightly trembling chin and finally opened my mouth.

“…If I suck it, you’ll really take care of everything, right?”

When I thought about actually sucking his penis, a tearful voice came out.

“Yeah. But you have to suck it well so it feels good.”

“I never thought you were this kind of person, Taewoon.”

“I told you. It doesn’t matter if you don’t like me.”

It was the last thing he had said when he confessed. Why did those words sound so chilling now?

“Now, suck it.”

In the end, I knelt in front of him and put my hand on his zipper. My fingertips were trembling so much that I kept fumbling. I had said I would do it, but it was difficult to actually do it.

“I can’t do it…”

“Really?”

He stood up, then grabbed my arm and started dragging me towards the bedroom.

I tried to resist, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t overcome his strength. As I was being dragged helplessly, I finally begged him.

“I’ll do it. I’ll do it! Taewoon, I’ll do it…”

At my words, he smiled silently and went back to the sofa. This time, I put strength in my hands and unzipped his pants. The outline of his penis was clearly visible through his underwear.

‘I don’t want to…’

“What are you doing?”

At his voice, urging me on as I just stood there, I finally took out his penis from his underwear.

It sprang up, erect. I was surprised to see it. I had seen many men’s penises in the factory’s public bathroom, but I had never seen one this big.

I tried to put my lips on it, but the muscles around my mouth just trembled.

At the sound of a sigh from above, I stuck out my tongue and lightly touched the tip, thinking to get it over with quickly. I already felt a sense of repulsion. He was looking down at me silently. Feeling his gaze, I closed my eyes tightly and licked the tip of his penis little by little.

“You know what ‘feels good’ means, right?”

He probably meant that I had to make him come. It was better to do it with my eyes closed. But he seemed to dislike my action and ordered me again.

“Lee Shinui, open your eyes.”

At his words, I had to open my eyes again and look at his thing. I licked the veins on the tip diligently, but his penis showed no signs of coming.

I licked the tip, shaking the base with my hand as if I was masturbating. Then I asked him.

“Does it feel good…?”

“Not yet. I think it would be good if you put it in your mouth and sucked it.”

To induce ejaculation quickly, I swallowed the head of his penis whole. Perhaps because it was so big, just opening my mouth made my jaw ache.

I tried to roll the head with my tongue and put it deeper into my mouth, but it was too much. The salty taste of precum on the tip of my tongue made it difficult to swallow.

The saliva I couldn’t swallow made the area around my mouth and his penis glisten.

“The matching rate must be high. It’s already up by 5%. Suck it deeper.”

At his words, I tried to suck it as deeply as I could, but just putting half of it in made the head poke my throat, and a tear welled up.

He must have been frustrated with my inability, as he finally grabbed the back of my head with both hands and said.

“I’ll help you.”

He moved his hands and pressed my mouth against his penis. As his head went past my throat, a muffled cough came out from my vocal cords, which were being pressed by his penis.

Even though I was in pain, he held my head tightly and moved.

His penis rubbed against my tongue and the mucous membrane of my cheeks as he pleased. Suddenly, semen poured into my mouth. It was so sudden that half of the semen went down my throat. I struggled in pain, pulled his penis out of my mouth, and spat out the semen on the floor.

“Gag. Gag. Ugh.”

A glob of semen was sprayed on the marble floor. I coughed like crazy to get out the semen that had gone down my esophagus. It was a taste and pain I never wanted to experience again.

“Good job. As promised, what you wanted.”

He signed the exclusive contract termination form on the sofa table. Then he placed the form in front of me, where I had collapsed on the floor.

The form, which had fallen on the semen, became soaked. I hurriedly picked it up, but the soaked paper was already wrinkled.

Tears finally burst out. The tears that flowed helplessly quickly wet my face. I didn’t know why I was like this.

“Ugh… Hng, ugh…”

He looked down at my crying face, tilted his head, and asked.

“You got the signature, right? Why are you crying? Are you crying because you’re happy?”

He had an expression as if he didn’t know why I was crying. As if it was strange that I was crying when I had gotten what I wanted.

“You should be smiling. You’re going to the Association with that tomorrow, right?”

“…I-I’m going now.”

My voice was hoarse, as if my throat had been injured from the oral s*x just a moment ago. If I had known he was the kind of man who would make me do such a crazy thing, I would have never become his exclusive guide in the first place.

I clutched the form and stood up, but he pressed down on my back with his foot and stopped me.

“Really? Let’s see you try.”

At his words, which were full of laughter, I looked up at him, and my vision was filled with his face, looking down at me with a sneer. He covered my eyes with his hand, and my mind went blank, and in an instant, I was sucked into darkness.

When I opened my eyes again, the first thing I saw was black. Literally, the surroundings were all black, as if black paint had been painted on my corneas.

It was difficult to even tell if there was something wrong with my eyes or if I was trapped somewhere. I could blink and feel my eyeballs moving, so I thought I was probably trapped in a closed space. As soon as I realized I was isolated, I was engulfed in fear, and I thought of him.

“Taewoon…”

The voice echoed, so I thought it was a room. I didn’t know where, but the only breathing I could hear was my own.