Chapter 60: Lingering Emotions

The feeling was like soaring freely in heaven, deeply intoxicating and impossible to break away from.

Although his body felt extremely comfortable, under the enhancement of Su Chen’s energons and the effects of his own energon circulation, his mind was exceptionally clear.

Su Xuan remembered everything he had just done with perfect clarity.

He remembered every single detail of how he had behaved.

Why didn’t he have such an amazing memory when he was studying back then?

Now, doing such shameful things, he remembered them better than anyone.

It was as if he had been drugged.

Although his mind was clear, he just couldn’t control his body.

Su Xuan hated this body, this body that had made him lose face and embarrass himself in front of his older brother.

This body did not match his personality at all.

Why did he have to act so lasciviously? Like a woman insatiable with desire.

Su Xuan considered himself a man of noble and few desires, but now… he was like a b*tch in heat, wagging his tail and begging to be made to feel even more comfortable.

He looked at Su Chen with longing eyes, like the most pitiful little girl, hoping to get more.

Su Chen steadied his trembling heart.

If the person before him wasn’t his little… sister, perhaps he would have lost control long ago.

Although he was already twenty-seven or twenty-eight, Su Chen seemed to have never experienced any “great movement.”¹

He had dedicated his everything to the battlefield.

As for women, Su Chen had always believed that one should be cautious when dealing with such creatures, because they would erode your fighting spirit and ensnare your soul.

They would make you weak, and the motivation for you to advance would slowly disappear.

Women, a terrifyingly gentle trap.

But… but, towards his own little… sister, that feeling of resistance couldn’t rise in the slightest.

His heart was even a little shaken.

That feeling, it made his heart itch, as if with just one more step, the fatigue from five years on the battlefield would be gently washed away by this tenderness.

And he would emerge from this tenderness with an even stronger fighting spirit.

But, in the end, she was just his family.

Towards his only family member, Su Chen didn’t want this feeling to change.

This bond should always remain in its original form.

As expected of a powerful existence close to the Third Form, he easily did what almost all men could not.

Su Chen carried Su Xuan, who had already fallen unconscious, into Su Xuan’s room.

The room was neat and had no strange smells.

Ever since he was young, Su Xuan’s room had always been this clean and tidy.

He had shown a love for cleanliness since childhood, and his parents never had to clean his room.

His gaze swept over, and the door of a cabinet was not fully closed.

Inside were a few brightly colored, elaborately decorated clothes—women’s clothes.

Su Chen swallowed hard, feeling as if he had trespassed into a girl’s private room.

But he had been in this room before, and many times at that.

But the atmosphere now was completely different from before.

“Hmph…!”

Suddenly, Su Chen felt Su Xuan, who was curled up in his arms like a small cat, start to stir.

A pair of small hands actually reached down towards his lower body.

Su Xuan also roared in his heart, ‘how could I be like this?’

“Really…”

Su Chen said helplessly and placed Su Xuan on the bed.

It seemed he wouldn’t be able to finish teaching the techniques today.

But he had to return to the battlefield early tomorrow morning.

In that case, who knew when the two of them would meet again.

Two pairs of eyes met.

Su Chen gritted his teeth.

Although the effect wouldn’t be as good, it would be his way of making up for not having cared for his little brother for so many years.

In the dead of night, a man in a black suit sat by the bed, and on the bed was a pitiable woman.

Su Chen placed one hand on Su Xuan’s chest and the other on his forehead.

A halo of light emanated from his hands, enveloping Su Xuan.

Su Xuan had a dream.

In the dream, he seemed to be roaming in heaven.

His entire body felt unobstructed, and every part of him was emitting sounds of pleasure.

He had become a small baby, lying in his mother’s arms, enjoying the warmth and security.

In the dream, he saw countless points of light flowing, transferring, and then being absorbed and disappearing within his body.

He could control those points of light at will, controlling the speed of their circulation.

In the dream, he saw a world of ice and snow.

The snowflakes drifted at his will, condensing into beautiful sculptures.

Although they exuded a cold aura and released the power of ice, they were like cute elves, at his command.

The sun rose from behind the mountains, from between the gaps in the forest.

Su Xuan sat up in bed and looked at the quiet room.

He was the only one in the room, and the whole house seemed quiet.

Suddenly remembering what had happened last night, Su Xuan’s face immediately turned crimson.

He curled up like a shy grass, muttering something under his breath.

But he quickly returned to normal.

He got out of bed, opened the door, and asked, “Brother?”

“Brother, are you there?”

No answer.

Su Xuan walked out of the bedroom.

His brother was not in the living room or the bathroom.

Su Xuan took a breath and stood at the door of Su Chen’s bedroom.

He held the somewhat cold doorknob and pushed the door open.

“As I thought… he’s gone?”

He felt a little disappointed.

Although their time together yesterday was a bit awkward, Su Xuan still hoped from the bottom of his heart that Su Chen could stay a few more days.

He had been lonely for five years.

In this huge room, he had been alone for five years.

He hadn’t felt this kind of family affection for a long time.

He almost didn’t even know how to feel it.

A sense of loneliness and solitude rose up.

Looking far to the south, the Lingnan battlefield.

He must have gone back there.

Su Chen was moving at ten meters per step, rushing towards the Lingnan War Zone at high speed, but he kept looking back to the north from time to
time.

Yesterday, although there was a small mishap, and it almost caused an accident, overall, it was very good.

Returning to the home he hadn’t been back to in a long time still felt so warm.

Last night, he had spent the whole night helping Su Xuan clear the meridians in his body and guiding him in using energons.

He hoped to see him on the battlefield soon.

Su Xuan sat blankly on the sofa.

A message came to his phone.

It was a text from his teacher who loved to drink water, Zhang Heng.

It basically said that the lessons would start again tomorrow.

Then he also asked about his situation.

Su Xuan immediately replied, “[No problem, we can start tomorrow. I’ve already mastered Controlling Energons.]”

TL Notes:

1. “Great movement” (伟大运动): A euphemism for sexual intercourse.