Chapter 104: A Pleasure Like Pain

As if I had never lost my mind and become aroused, the heat that had been steadily accumulating scattered in an instant.

My reason, which had been submerged below the surface, rose up, and in contrast, the instinct that had been consuming my thoughts subsided.

Of course, I know what is touching my hole.

It’s all too clear, seeing the changed position and how Seon Jaeyul’s lower body is perfectly pressed against me.

Although I have no experience with this act itself… no, I stand corrected.

It’s a bit lacking, but my theoretical knowledge is more than sufficient.

That’s why I was able to make the decision to go through Seon Jaeyul’s rut with him myself, wasn’t it?

I’m not trying to play innocent now and pretend I didn’t know anything.

It’s just….

“Ah, ugh!

Hey… eut…!”

No matter how much I thought about it, I couldn’t believe it, and that was why.

The bad premonition I had from the moment he pressed down on my hole had hit the mark.

The sensation of the object that began to dig inside was beyond what could be described as pain.

“Wai, t….

Aeu, heut…!”

The sensation of the folds being spread wide and stretched taut was transmitted vividly.

The pressure was so immense that I forgot to breathe, forgot my goal of getting Seon Jaeyul safely through his rut cycle.

But no matter how much I struggled, I couldn’t stop Seon Jaeyul from digging in as if he were pressing down from above.

As if my hole being stretched to its limit wasn’t enough, I felt the sensation of my flesh tearing from below.

It’s a pain that feels like death.

From the perspective of someone who has experienced death once, it was a pain comparable to that.

But another problem ‘again’ arose.

“Aht… ugh…!”

The sensation of Seon Jaeyul’s penis, which felt like a thick iron rod, grew deeper and deeper, and an indescribable sensation bloomed amidst the pain.

While my inner walls were being stretched wide by the invasion, just like the entrance, the sensation of it roughly scraping past the sensitive mucous membrane brought about a different stimulation that momentarily overwhelmed the pain.

It’s a strange sensation that’s a mix of pain and pleasure.

It hurt so much that I felt like I would cry, yet my inner walls were getting wet with the slick that was gushing out, as if welcoming this invasion.

“Haah….”

At that moment, our eyes met, and the thought that maybe this act wasn’t so bad after all crossed my mind.

No, even if it was nothing but unbearable pain for me, I think it would be okay.

For Seon Jaeyul, who is as precious as my own life, for Jaeyul, I can endure anything.

My body will turn to dust someday anyway, so it’s a relief if I can use it in such a meaningful way.

“Eu, eung…!”

Was it because I had set my mind at ease?

As I began to release the excessive tension, the pain also lessened considerably.

In contrast, the faint pleasure I had been feeling took its place.

The moment my tensed inner walls loosened, my vision flickered black and white.

“Haak… aht…!”

The penis that had been pushing in endlessly had filled my inner walls and was buried to the hilt.

A heavy pain, as if my insides had been struck with a hammer, swept through my entire body.

I need something to overcome the pain that feels like my consciousness is about to slip away.

“Heuk, eu-eut…!”

No matter how much I tried to hold it back, my eyes grew hot, perhaps as a reaction to the unfamiliar pain.

It was a different kind of pain from being torn and injured in battle.

It was so difficult to endure the pain inflicted on a place that was just a small part of my body.

Through my blurring vision, as tears welled up, something began to come into view.

Seon Jaeyul, closing the distance towards me.

I don’t know when he had let go, but my legs were wrapped around Seon Jaeyul’s waist.

“Ha, haah….”

Welcoming the approaching warmth, I wrapped my arms around his neck without realizing it.

As if he had intended to do so all along, Seon Jaeyul’s lips met mine.

At the same time, his tensed tongue parted my lips.

It was a kiss as rough as the insertion below.

I know very well that this is an act driven by instinct.

And yet, I am happy.

So happy that my chest feels full, and the heat that touches my body is a bliss.

As if… Jaeyul, who understood my heart, was holding me tightly.

Even though I know that’s not the case, I clung to Seon Jaeyul’s neck as if my life depended on it.

“Eu, ueup… heup!”

The penis that had been filling me up and had been momentarily still, began to move.

It pulled out long and then, thwack, it thrust in roughly, over and over.

The sensation of the large head scraping past the mucous membrane also began to feel strange.

At first, it was an act of only pain, but as the number of thrusts increased, the pain lessened and pleasure was rising again.

At the same time, the soft tongue that invaded my mouth, mimicking the movement of the penis that was rummaging through my hole, also contributed to that pleasure.

The sound of friction, thwack, thwack, was so loud it could be heard from my lower body, and if it weren’t for Seon Jaeyul’s arms holding my body tightly, I would have been pushed away by the force of his thrusts from below.

An even louder sound was created by the slick that continued to pour out, as if to lower the temperature of the rapidly rubbing inner walls.

“Ah, haht… w-wait, eueup…!”

I felt a sense of crisis, that something was about to explode.

I didn’t know if it was the front or the back, but every time the thick penis scraped past my inner walls as if to press down, the accumulated pleasure seemed like it would burst out, unable to hold back any longer.

I turned my head to pull away from Seon Jaeyul, who was still kissing me, and shouted urgently, but he mercilessly sealed my mouth with his lips again.

Of course, this time too, it ended in a cry that didn’t reach him.

On the contrary, as if to torment me, who was facing a crisis, he began to thrust his hips even faster.

Every time the tip of his glans hit the deep part of my inner walls with a thwack, my lower abdomen tingled.

This is the limit.

There is no way I can endure this surging sensation any longer.

I had no choice but to cling tightly to Seon Jaeyul’s neck.

A tingling sensation, as if electricity were running through the inside of my thighs, was transmitted.

“Eu, eup…!”

Semen first poured out from the penis that was rubbing against Seon Jaeyul’s stomach.

Every time the long stream of fluid shot out, scraping the urethra, my hole naturally tensed up, and because of that, I could feel Seon Jaeyul’s penis that was filling my insides so vividly.

Before the peak of pleasure that had been pouring out from the front had even subsided, an explosion much larger than before erupted.

“Ah, eueup…!”

A pleasure that literally felt like my body would explode erupted from deep within.

To be precise, it was the inner wall that was touching Seon Jaeyul’s penis.

I couldn’t even pinpoint any one part.

Every place the large penis touched… felt so good.

It was an unfamiliar satisfaction that was beyond description.

“Eut!”

Regardless of my will, the penis inside my tightly contracted inner walls repeatedly swelled even larger.

Each time, I felt a stream of fluid hitting the mucous membrane, which had become sensitive to the peak.

Is he feeling a similar pleasure to me?

Seon Jaeyul reached his climax, holding my body tightly with both arms as if to squeeze me.

Only after the penis that had been ejaculating for a long time quieted down did the mouth that had been biting my lips pull away.

“Haah, ha….”

Hot breaths that had filled our chests poured out from both my mouth and Seon Jaeyul’s.

Crying and laughing, hurting and feeling good, this act had come to an end.

Funnily enough, I felt a little sad, and also very relieved.

“…Jaeyul-ah.”

I stroked the face of Seon Jaeyul, who was looking down at me from a close distance, with his hands propped up next to my head.

Thanks to releasing the explosive pleasure of the rut, the sharpness that had filled his eyes seemed to have softened a little.

Even so, it was a world of difference from the original Jaeyul.

But for now, it’s… nice to have him look at me with such a numb face.

“It’s all okay now.

It’s okay.”

I caressed his soft cheek and told him it was okay.

That he no longer had to struggle alone in pain.

That everything… would be okay now.

But Seon Jaeyul’s behavior was somewhat strange.

“What are you doing… eut….”

No, to be precise, the problem was Seon Jaeyul’s penis, which was lodged inside my inner wall.

“Pull, pull out…!

Stop, aht…!”

Seon Jaeyul is still looking down at me with a calm expression.

Unlike his face, which showed no signs of discomposure, the penis that had not pulled out of me began to swell gradually.

It was on a different level from the way it had nodded when he climaxed.

It grew in volume so thickly that it felt like it would tear through my inner wall and come out.

I belatedly realized that the situation was not normal and tried to push Seon Jaeyul away with my hands and feet to get out from under him, but it seems it was really too late.

“What… auk…!”

With a faint pain, as if something had taken root in my inner wall, my body wouldn’t move at all.

No matter how much I pushed, it meant that Seon Jaeyul’s half-withdrawn penis wouldn’t budge.

“…Ha….”

Watching Seon Jaeyul, who was holding my two legs again and sitting up, I realized what had happened.

And the way his expression, as he looked down at me after climaxing, was like that of a conqueror.

It seems I was mistaken.

It seems you can’t end an alpha’s rut with just one act of s*x.

The penis that hadn’t moved an inch to the outside began to push deep inside.

It was natural.

This is… knotting.