Chapter 42: Beg Me to Help

Only after arriving at school did Yooha contact his doctor.

When he told Heo Yun-do that his heat cycle had indeed started, the reply came that it seemed to be due to hormonal disruption, and that it might be more difficult than usual.

He was even told the despairing news that if the cycle was brought forward by hormonal disruption, the effectiveness of the suppressants could be halved.

Answering Heo Yun-do, who told him to contact him immediately if it became too difficult to bear, in a weak voice, Yooha had no choice but to let out a sigh as soon as the call ended.

As if to prove the doctor’s despairing words, the path walking toward the Business School building felt exceptionally harsh.

Even though he was walking as slowly as possible, he was out of breath.

Thanks to the suppressants, the heat that had risen in his body had dropped a little, but the flush on his cheeks remained the same, so he pulled his hat down further and adjusted his walking speed.

Perhaps because of his mood, he felt as if everyone was staring only at him, which made him self-conscious.

Even though he had slowed his pace even more than before, his feet were still heavy and his body was drooping.

His mind was already in the classroom, but his body didn’t seem to want to leave this spot.

Moreover, a corner deep inside his abdomen kept tingling, making him fearful of even taking a step.

Struggling to endure the aching pain, he arrived at the Business School building, taking much longer than usual.

The building was bustling with people leaving after their fourth-period lecture and those entering to listen to their fifth-period lecture like himself.

Given his physical condition, it seemed best to avoid the crowd for a moment.

Yooha, checking that he still had time, began to walk in search of a secluded place where he wouldn’t catch other people’s eyes.

Heading toward the back of the building, where he had never been before, the pungent, cold smell of cigarettes grew clearer.

It was likely the smoking area.

For some reason, a vague fear that he shouldn’t go any deeper found him.

Turning his steps to go somewhere else, Yooha quickened his pace, struggling to hold back the unpleasant sensation spreading through his body.

“…Jin Yooha?”

Because he had his hat pulled down completely and his head bowed, he hadn’t seen the face of the person passing by.

However, because the voice calling his name was familiar, his head snapped up.

In front of him stood Shin Joowon, holding a cigarette packet and a lighter, with his head tilted slightly.

Yooha, who quickly took a sharp breath, hurriedly bowed and was about to distance himself from him.

“Wait a minute, Yooha.”

Shin Joowon lightly snatched Yooha’s wrist.

At the sharp pain that struck his body in an instant, Yooha trembled violently.

His vision turned dizzy, and a cold heat began to spread where the pain had visited.

“Did you not take your suppressants? Why are your pheromones like this…”

Only then did he realize.

The doctor’s words that the suppressant’s effectiveness could be halved had belatedly flashed through his mind.

Shin Joowon, of all Alphas, was sensitive enough to detect even his weak pheromones, so he shouldn’t have faced him in this state.

Although no one had noticed his pheromones even during his heat cycle until now, since Shin Joowon had appeared, he shouldn’t have thought of it complacently.

“Oh, no… nothing like that. I took them. I, I, have to go… I’m sorry…”

Flustered, Yooha mumbled whatever words came to mind, struggling to pull his wrist from Shin Joowon’s grip in any way he could.

However, because the grip was too strong to even twist away, he couldn’t move at all.

Yooha grew anxious at the heavy sensation that had begun to gradually engulf his body.

His lower abdomen contracted, feeling as if it were being painfully squeezed, and his stomach churned as if he were about to throw up.

His body, which craved an Alpha—craved an Alpha’s pheromones—heated up by the second.

When he finally felt a wet sensation drenching his rear, his entire body trembled.

When his heat cycle began, his sexual desire would naturally grow out of control, but his body had never shown such an unusual reaction.

It was also his first time that his body temperature had risen so quickly that he couldn’t even breathe properly.

At the unfamiliar reaction of his body, what found him first was fear.

“Hyung, please… please… let me go…”

Yooha didn’t even realize he was weeping.

His mind was filled only with the thought that he had to quickly run away from Shin Joowon.

He didn’t want to cause him trouble by leaking pheromones, and he didn’t want to show him his shameful appearance, swallowed by instinct.

It seemed better to explain the situation to him and escape this spot.

Yooha, hiding his weeping face beneath his hat, spoke haltingly.

“Hyung… I, right now… are in my cycle…….”

“…Right now?”

“Yes, ye-es… so please… send me away…”

Even while he was speaking, a hot, wet fluid gushed out, drenching his rear.

When he blinked because his blurred vision was frustrating, tears dripped onto the floor.

He tried his best to hold it back, but because the feeling of a corner deep inside his abdomen tightly squeezing was vivid, a small sob escaped.

At the same time, Shin Joowon’s hand gripped Yooha’s wrist with more force.

“Where do you think you’re going alone, leaking pheromones like this…”

“…….”

“First, go to my car.”

He heard a suppressed voice that seemed somewhat angry, and somewhat like he was enduring something deeply.

However, Yooha, who had no leisure to think deeply, walked with stumbling steps, held by him.

It was a precarious sight, contrasting with Shin Joowon’s perfectly composed stride.

The moment he was pushed into the passenger seat in the parking lot, what he felt was Shin Joowon’s pheromones swirling inside the car.

The concentrated pheromones immediately quickened Yooha’s pulse and made his head spin.

Yooha leaned against the seat, panting for breath, and roughly wiped his tear-stained eyes.

He felt deeply ashamed because the sensation of his underwear being completely drenched was vivid.

He felt only humiliated to have shown such an appearance to the person he loved.

He was fearful that Shin Joowon would look at him with strange eyes.

When Shin Joowon walked around the hood and got into the driver’s seat, Yooha was clutching his fists tightly, his body trembling to the point of pity.

Shin Joowon, who had reached out his hand to pull off the hat covering Yooha’s face, stopped for a moment when a sob-choked voice flowed out.

“I’m sorry… I even took my medicine… but my body, hng, is too strange…….”

The pheromones felt every time he took an intermittent breath were gradually breaking Yooha’s reason.

With his trembling hands, he barely managed to wipe his eyes and cheeks and grit his teeth, but his body, which had already entered its heat cycle, reacted even more sensitively to the pheromones as time passed.

Thinking it would be better to run away, when Yooha reached his hand toward the door trim, the door locked with a clicking sound.

Turning his head with eyes widened in panic, he saw Shin Joowon, wearing his usual gentle smile.

“Yooha, just ask me to help you.”

“…….”

“Then I’ll help.”

The sweet whisper gripped Yooha and shook him as it pleased.

Shin Joowon reached out, pulled off Yooha’s hat, and slowly brushed back his disheveled hair.

Neither his voice nor his touch was anything but sweet.

“Repeat after me.”

“…….”

“Please help me, Hyung.”

Shin Joowon carefully stroked Yooha’s tear-stained eyes.

Even though he knew this was an action comforting him not to cry anymore, Yooha couldn’t hold back the escaping sobs.

The expectation he had repeatedly tried to cut off and erase grew rapidly in an instant, using the warm consideration as nourishment.

The unwavering eyes gave him a sense of relief that he could entrust everything, and the thickening pheromones brought him the illusion that Joowon also faced him with similar feelings.

Yooha, feeling Shin Joowon’s touch brushing over his closed eyelids, slowly opened his mouth.

A voice more desperate than ever flowed out along with a pitiful sob.

“Please… help me….”

“…….”

“Please help me, Hyung….”

****

The moment they entered a house that was entirely unfamiliar to Yooha, Shin Joowon urgently pressed his lips against his.

The lips, which had landed lightly a few times at first, firmly met before long.

Even while stepping back and heading inside, Shin Joowon kept his arm firmly wrapped around Yooha’s waist.

“Hng… yes, hng…”

Yooha, blocked by a wall, finally stopped walking.

If he hadn’t been wearing his backpack, the collision sound was loud enough that his bones would have hit and ached.

The Alpha’s pheromones, which gradually seeped in along with the mixed saliva, made every single nerve boil.

A weak mind that wanted to rely on anything barely managed to grab hold of Shin Joowon’s collar.

Shin Joowon, who withdrew his body for a moment as if giving Yooha time to breathe, asked with a playful smile on his lips.

“Yooha, are you going to keep wearing your backpack?”

It was light, like a joke intended to ease his tension, but Yooha’s face flushed hot at those words.

Shin Joowon, overlapping their lips again while removing the backpack slung over Yooha’s shoulders, slightly turned the direction of their steps and led Yooha.

The place they finally reached was a bedroom with a large bed and a tea table.

However, Yooha had no leisure to feel the warmth and coziness that the wooden furniture provided.

“Ah… wa-wait, just a moment…”

Startled by the hand that suddenly grabbed his waist, his mind snapped to attention, but he had already been laid on the bed.

Shin Joowon placed both hands beside Yooha’s shoulders and tilted his upper body slightly, casting a dark shadow.

Yooha’s Adam’s apple bobbed heavily as he swallowed hard.

Because the distance was too close, he felt Joowon would hear his heart, which was pounding as if about to explode.

“Are you scared?”

Shin Joowon looked down at the somewhat tense Yooha and asked.

To Yooha, it might have sounded like a worried question, but to Shin Joowon, it was a single sentence he had barely managed to throw out by gathering his remaining patience.

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