Chapter 72: The night I crossed the line.

“Ah…!”

I threw my head back and moaned freely. His thing filled me completely.

Even though the entrance stretched painfully, I was just satisfied. I ejaculated again while receiving him in the back.

As I gasped for tight breath, he began to move. I forgot the satisfaction just now in an instant. Greater pleasure was transmitted to me.

I felt my body changing completely. Every time he thrust into me strongly, I learned something new. Shaken, broken, and filled again.

I clung to him with all my might. Tightened around his thing. To get what I desired.

After thrusting in and out of me violently several times, he stopped moving and frowned. I held his waist tight with my two legs. It was the moment I wanted.

Something hotter than the heat that had heated my body poured into me. At the terrible pleasure that felt like melting my brain, I rather couldn’t make any sound. It was just important to receive everything of his.

Haa. Haa. The breathing sound that started to be heard at some point was his, not mine. Having calmed his intense breathing, he kissed my body. Only then could I breathe again too.

But emptiness was much greater than relief. I wanted more like a greedy person who knows no limits. I came to want him again.

It was sorrowful that he was slowly slipping out of me. He gently stroked my lips, bitten tight not to make a sound. As if very precious.

“Wait a little. I will fill you again.”

His ferocious face excited me more than his gentle touch. Staring up at him intently, I put his finger in my mouth and sucked. Even bit it raising my teeth.

My lips were stolen by his lips rushing in urgently. Soon wet sounds resonated.

When our lips separated again, I gasped for breath panting. I saw him taking off his clothes hurriedly. As if tearing them.

When he finally became completely naked like me, I laughed. He sought me again like a starving person. I welcomed him gladly as he poked and entered inside me.

****

It was dark all around. Only each other was visible to us. In the bed completely blocking light by lowering the thick canopy, in his bed from which I had fled in fright a few years ago, we connected our bodies like beasts in heat finding a cave.

As much as I coveted him, he also coveted me. Each other’s pheromones mixed together as if lilacs of various colors bloomed profusely in a dense green forest.

I fell asleep briefly and woke up, but still remaining feverish, I was just dazed. A thick flower scent still lingered around me. I blinked slowly. With eyes accustomed to the dark, I saw him hugging me.

I raised my hand and moved along his face. Past the jaw drawing a sharp but soft line to red lips, past the smooth nose to the neat brow, and to his eyes still closed.

Regret arose for the eyes not looking at me. Tracing them several times with my finger, eventually unable to endure, I kissed on the closed eyelid.

While I was licking the flesh under his eyes frantically, laughter was heard. I stared blankly again at his eyes opening slowly. Red and blue. I blinked at the irises looking purple as the two colors mixed.

“Wait a moment.”

As he got up from his seat, I also slowly raised my body following him.

The tightly closed canopy opened and light leaked in. Frowning, I realized a little late that he was returning.

“Come here, Jay.”

A tray was held in his hand. He put it down aside and sat on the edge of the bed. As if waiting, I sat on his lap.

“Slowly.”

Soft soup entered my mouth. One bite. Another bite. When my stomach warmed up, I pushed the spoon away. What needed to fill my inside was something else.

His familiar thing began to open the back and enter. The moment a sigh of satisfaction was about to come out, a stinging stimulation was applied to my chest. His fingers twisted my nipple.

“Ah!”

I moaned helplessly. Every place he touched reacted sensitively. When I accepted the unfamiliar stimulation as pleasure, the flower scent thickened again. And the forest scent too.

“Jay.”

He called my name dragging my body down closely. With his lips buried in my ear, several times, continuously.

At the stimulation transmitted to the ear, I tightened the back firmly. He spoke to me breathing roughly.

“My name, call my name, Jay.”

Since I had already received the same request several times, the name to call him was already decided.

“Phil…”

When I called him like a moan, his s*x swelled even more inside me.

Phil, every time I called his name, hot breath leaked out together. I was still delirious with fever.

However, this fever will drop soon. I knew it would be so.

So I gripped his arm holding my body with all my might. Since I can still do so for now.

****

A soft touch reached the corner of my eye. It was a temperature perfectly cool, enough to make me forget the stinging light of summer.

Opening my eyes slowly, I could meet the blue eyes waiting for me. He showed me a gentle face.

“…Is this, the Duke’s bedroom?”

“Yes.”

When his hand stroking my forehead moved away, I got up from the bed. My body, refreshed as if bathed, was dressed in soft pajamas. It was a state where I could mistake it for just having suffered from a fever briefly.

“Did you receive the note I handed you well?”

“You took the best measure. Chose the most correct judgment.”

“Did you dress me in these clothes yourself, Duke?”

“Correct.”

However, the fever that seemed to burn my body didn’t conveniently erase all memories.

The dream where he delivered air to me underwater and we came out of the water together is clear. Also that we saw lilacs blooming profusely by the lakeside together. Also the fact that I manifested.

“…I remember a few things.”

And.

I laughed bitterly. Because my disgraceful behaviors also came to mind sparsely. Actions I would never have shown him if I were sane.

I met the gaze of the King’s Brother looking up at me sitting on the floor leaning against the bed.

Our relationship will change completely now. No, it had already changed. I haven’t decided yet how to accept that.

Also the fact that I became an Omega. And that my trait is strong.

Will I go through this again in the future? Losing reason, wanting someone like a seizure.

I could now understand why the King’s Brother showed a self-mocking attitude when explaining Rut. Acting as if anyone would do was too terrible just to recall.

Selfish me came to think it was fortunate it was him. That the person who saw my ugly state was him, at least that was fortunate.

I could make an excuse that I was just swayed by pheromones running wild, but it wasn’t just that. It was clear that the raw desire I showed him without hesitation was also mine. I couldn’t deny that fact in front of him.

“I…”

The moment I tried to open my mouth, he shook his head.

“You need time, Jay.”

He held my hand. The moment I touched him, I realized that the sensation of my hands hugging him several times hadn’t disappeared yet.

“Because everything must be confusing.”

And his lips touched my hand lightly. A sensation much clearer than the passed pleasure was engraved on my hand again.

He still wanted me. Not an Omega in heat for him, but me as a person.

The kiss started from fingertips landed on the back of the hand too. Palm, and wrist too.

And he set his teeth on my wrist. He sucked deeply on the place where his clear mark remained. It throbbed as if branded. Still, tracing the mark that will disappear someday, he looked up at me again.

“When you choose me, I don’t want to leave the excuse that you were swayed by pheromones.”

He interlaced his fingers with mine.

“I also have that much greed.”

Revealing a hungry look, he laughed at me.

I just had my gaze stolen by his expression. Even while he was getting up, my eyes followed him.

I moved my body as led by his hand holding mine. When I stood on the floor, I could understand the meaning of the words that I need time.

“Did I, grow taller?”

My height used to reach about his lower lip when facing him. But now my eye level was a bit higher than usual.

Just as he grew a bit taller after experiencing Rut.

“Usually, one manifests around twelve and as the body grows, pheromones also grow together. Slowly getting used to pheromones.”

But I manifested late, and it meant the pheromones bursting out suddenly like a seal released didn’t fit my body condition.

The King’s Brother also seemed unable to handle the strong pheromones manifested at an early age with his young body. He understood my body whose balance was broken by sudden growth and led me slowly.

He tried to take me to the tea table seat, but I stopped walking midway. Because my reflection was strange when I glanced at the mirror on the wall. Even when I turned my body towards the mirror, the King’s Brother supported me naturally.

“Strange.”

My face looked unfamiliar. Perhaps because I was flustered, pheromones even leaked out unintentionally. Surprised by the lilac scent, I tried to manage it somehow, but the scent rather became thicker. Enough to worry if I might get drunk again. There was also worry if my pheromones might affect the King’s Brother even a little, but fortunately, no such sign was shown at all. Indeed, even if I possessed quite strong pheromones, they wouldn’t reach him at all.

Slightly relieved, my two eyes reflected in the mirror I looked at again had turned dark brown.

I took one step closer to the mirror.

It seemed to resemble me a little when I was Han Jay.