Chapter 93: Look at Me!

“Open your eyes, Jay.”

Philius demanded, grabbing my upper body and pulling me up.

“Open your eyes, hm?”

Contrary to his rough hands pulling my nipples relentlessly, his voice was sweet. His thick s*x, which barely touched the back only now, repeated shallow movements.

Impatience rose. I tried to get closer to him, but he pulled his waist back as if running away from me.

“Look at me, Jay.”

His voice rang again in my wet ears. At that lure, I had no choice but to open my eyes.

The reflection of me in the mirror was completely disheveled. Traces left by Philius were stamped everywhere on my reddened skin. Nipples tamed by him stood pointedly, turning bright red. They were expressing without being able to hide that it was not enough yet.

Below was even messier. The pubic hair soaked in saliva was drooping, but conversely, my s*x was erect, knowing no shame.

On such a body of mine, the necklace made of blue diamonds was still hanging.

Philius, barely letting go of my ear, licked the skin above the necklace again. Even though my ugly appearance was blatantly revealed, the reason I couldn’t close my eyes was that his red eyes were looking at such me without blinking. As if I would disappear if he closed his eyes even for a moment.

That gaze made me excited again. I lowered my waist. The s*x touching the entrance began to enter inside little by little.

His frowning brow was visible through the mirror.

And the next moment.

“Ah…!”

He pulled my waist down violently. The thing that only teased me rushed inside at once.

He didn’t take his eyes off the mirror lest he miss the sight of me trembling even for a moment. And I couldn’t take my eyes off his eyes.

As the necklace shook with the strong movement, Philius’s brow furrowed even more.

“You might get hurt.”

It was a voice containing both worry and regret. But he moved one hand to the back of my neck without hesitation.

The movement of unfastening the clasp with only one hand had to be slow. I couldn’t endure the time in between. I felt impatient at the thing entered inside me up to the root not moving. My waist trembled automatically.

I moved my hand along his left arm wrapped around my waist. Passing the back of his hand, I felt the texture of metal warmed by body temperature. The same ring was on my hand scratching the back of his hand. A pair of rings boasted blue light in the mirror.

Simultaneously with the click sound, the thick necklace fell off. The necklace thrown away carelessly somewhere rang a sharp clang sound.

But I couldn’t pay attention to it anymore. My head snapped back at his s*x retreating completely and then ramming in again. I had no choice but to put more strength into my hand placed on his left hand.

At his movement ramming repeatedly, my body shook strongly. The blue light twinkling from not-so-large diamonds dyed my vision.

My s*x, left neglected while erect, began to leak precum willfully. At the s*x pressing my weakest spot, the back shrank significantly.

“Not yet, not yet.”

His right hand snatched my s*x and forcibly stopped ejaculation.

“Ah, ah…!”

I could feel the back twitching willfully too.

“A little, just a little more.”

Even while soothing me, he continued rough waist movements.

“I am still, insufficient.”

The low cracked voice was another stimulation. I passed my right hand back and fumbled his face. As my finger touched his lips, he opened his lips without hesitation and sucked my finger. It was a strong bite like when sucking my s*x.

“Ungh…”

But I wanted him to suck my tongue. I whined and begged him like a child impatient for not getting what he wanted. He wasn’t unaware of what I wanted. The corners of his mouth reflected in the mirror went up.

My gaze was stolen by that appearance again. It was a smile neither kind nor gentle as usual. Nor was it the picture-perfect smile he usually makes when hiding his emotions.

It was a fierce smile revealing greed.

Even while filling my inside entirely, he revealed hunger as if something was lacking.

“I also have, a wish.”

Piercing through me, he gasped.

“You too, like me…”

He didn’t deliver the rest of the words to me. He sucked my lips as if swallowing them.

When he, who thoroughly swept inside my mouth, barely relaxed his right hand, I helplessly spurted out the semen I held back. The back containing his s*x also shrank to the limit.

“Kuh…!”

Philius also held back just the same. He moved his waist as if wanting to thrust more into my contracting inside. Leaking a moan through my lips still attached to his, he ejaculated semen inside me as is.

The sensation of hot liquid filling the inside made me reach another climax.

Unlike my s*x losing strength after ejaculation, I had to tremble at the feeling of the inside still hot.

****

“Are you awake?”

Simultaneously with opening my eyes, his voice was heard. Feeling languid, I just blinked my eyes instead of answering. What caught my eye first was identical rings on our overlapping left hands.

I laughed a little at the posture leaning my back on his chest instead of facing each other unlike usual.

“Am I late, for the time?”

A terribly cracked voice came out. Because of the aftermath of last night. To him making me anxious repeatedly, I had to demand and beg several times.

“Still okay.”

It was a languid voice where satisfaction was felt. The answer ‘still’ informed that there wasn’t much spare time. As I tried to move my body, his voice returned slightly subtly with Mmm.

“Don’t stimulate me repeatedly, Jay.”

Lips landed on my bare shoulder. Although it was a light contact, I frowned with one eye. Because I realized belatedly that his s*x was still occupying my back.

“…Is it okay not to, prepare?”

I tried to speak as calmly as possible, but I couldn’t help my voice trembling a little. His right hand slid along my waist. I had to try hard not to put strength into the back containing him.

“Now I should start.”

With a voice full of regret, Philius held my waist. I felt him slowly retreating backward. I bit my lip at the feeling of his s*x scraping the inside as it slipped out.

When the thing blocking the entrance slipped out completely, sticky liquid flowed down. It was semen he ejaculated plenty inside me.

I felt a gaze staring intently at the bottom getting wet with murky semen. I barely put strength into my arms and turned my body.

“Please wait a moment. I will help with, preparation.”

Today, an important event is scheduled to be held. It’s the day the banquet hall, which was used only as a magic practice room, opens for its original purpose. As far as I know, it was the first time.

I met the gaze looking down at me.

“I’m counting on you.”

He, who was looking at me without expression, suddenly smiled.

Thinking about it, it was the first time I did the cleanup myself. Realizing the fact, I felt an indescribable mood.

Philius was completely used to taking care of me lying limp. Recalling his status, it was actually something I shouldn’t even imagine. Although Philius would disapprove of me thinking like this.

Just as I came to wish to be with him longer, he also had something he wished from me.

“What was the thing that seemed easy but I would absolutely say no to?”

On the day I gave him the workshop key, he clearly said so. That he wished something from me that seemed easy but I would absolutely say no to.

At some moment in daily life drinking chamomile tea together, I asked him. What was the thing he wished from me.

Although I pretended to be calm, actually I was tense at the moment I asked him. I also thought about what to do if it’s something I absolutely cannot grant. The words that I would absolutely say no felt bigger than the word easy.

“You already granted my wish.”

At the words Philius said with a bright smile, I felt my stiff body relax in an instant.

“Calling my name.”

“…Was that it?”

It wasn’t something I could say ‘only’ to. Because it was something I could barely do only after making an excuse to call his name.

“But indeed, greedy Alphas can’t be helped.”

“Do you have something else you want?”

Philius, who always urged me to say what I want, said nothing to my question. Just kissed the back of my hand. Very politely.

It was an answer more than words, but he didn’t tell me what he wanted from me.

The words he swallowed last night must have been the same.

I looked into the mirror. Me with an expressionless face, which others would evaluate as cold, was reflected.

Last night, I just stared blankly at his eyes with a completely relaxed face. Conversely, he never turned his gaze away from me even once. Looking at me not knowing what to do with the euphoria he poured out.

Thinking of last night, my earlobes became hot. Turning on cold water, I washed my face.

With water dripping, I looked at the mirror again. Even though I had thoughts making my face hot, the expression Nathan evaluated saying ‘If the manager looks like that, I feel really scared and might confess to things I didn’t do’ doesn’t seem much different.

The only person who knows my appearance desiring only pleasure while being messy is Philius.

I rinsed my face with cold water again.