Chapter 3: Laying the Foundation: A Fan Channel and a Grand Plan

I established a channel with determination, but I couldn’t start working right away.

In the first place, I only created the channel; I didn’t upload any videos or post any comments externally.

It was in a state where no one other than me could find it.

Before starting a life towards a new goal, there were a few things left to do first.

Things that would be appropriately called preliminary preparations.

First, I ordered the computer according to the quote I had received, and then I completely wrapped up my surrogate driving work.

A little more meticulously and neatly than in my memories.

Even in my old memories, this never interfered with my main job.

But isn’t this a chance to live a new past?

There was no reason not to erase the regrets I had briefly had in my past memories.

‘Hoo….’

Next, there were things left to wait for.

Parcels aren’t delivered by rocket.

It would take at least three days for all the computer parts and electronic devices I purchased to arrive.

I thought it would take about that long for the emails I sent to be read and for me to receive a reply.

Three floating days.

During that time, I watched all of EunSiyu’s accumulated broadcast replays.

It didn’t feel different from the feeling I had in my memories.

In the case of a few scenes, I even got the feeling that they remained faintly in my memory.

It must have been the influence of my actions in my memories, where I used to just play the replay videos all the time, even if it wasn’t a live broadcast.

But now, I watched all the broadcast replays that existed.

There were a few reasons.

What I needed to know to do video editing work wasn’t the EunSiyu of five years later.

I needed to know what kind of person EunSiyu was in her first month of broadcasting now.

‘…Pfft.’

Apart from that, it was fun enough to melt away the time.

Of course, she wasn’t as good as the her of five years later that exists in my memory.

She lacked skill, and there wasn’t the familiarity and comfort I felt.

But you could say there was a youthful taste that covered it.

There was a feeling of tickling in my heart.

During the four days of waiting, I was able to keep getting faint smiles through the videos on my phone.

The things that piled up in my heart increased as each day passed.

Of course, it wasn’t like I was just sitting still and watching broadcast replays.

I bought the programs I would use in advance, recalled how I had set up my shortcut keys and wrote them down one by one on paper, and stocked up on supplies enough to not have to go outside for a month or two.

‘Haa….’

It was a fact I didn’t know.

Preparing for what I wanted to do, and the repetitive awareness of it, was something that could build up this much passion.

I was more passionate than at any time in my memory.

One email I sent on the day I created the channel.

I could definitely tell from the bursting in my chest when I saw the notification that a reply had arrived.

[erev2393 <Inquiries about video sources! – Reply>]

To “Ha Eunsol”

As for video sources, you are welcome to use them as much as you want for fan video purposes like you mentioned ᄒᄒ

But I would appreciate it if you could use them for non-profit purposes…!

You’re the first person to ask me about this…!

I learned about it this time, so I wrote down the relevant content in the broadcast introduction section!

Making a fan video… that means you’re a loyal viewer, right?

Thank you so much for enjoying it…!

The question of why someone who wants to get an editor position is suddenly opening a fan channel is a very reasonable point.

It can’t be said that there is no connection between the goal and what I’m doing, but it’s not a connection of cause and effect that can be immediately recalled.

In short, the operation of the fan channel was the beginning of my grand plan.

If I don’t have the ability to achieve it, it’s just a futile delusion, so I won’t go into detail, but it’s the first thing that will happen.

Now that I have the equipment, I can still somehow get work even if I don’t try to become the editor of the streamer EunSiyu.

I could apply to YouTubers who are publicly recruiting, or I could find work on job search sites.

However, those easy paths are all things to think about when I become a 거지백수 and look for a way to ensure the future.

Now that I know where my true desire lies, I thought there would be times when I would have to try even knowing it was difficult.

‘…Goal.’

To elaborate a little, the fan channel was for the achievement of that grand goal.

Employment is broadly divided into two forms.

Applying to employers who are looking for people to work for them, or employers proposing to work together.

Internet streamers who use manpower for YouTube can be compared to small companies.

In the same way that many companies use, there are many cases where they post a notice that they are recruiting editors, request portfolio submissions, and select the best candidate among the applicants.

But (Stock Company) EunSiyu is not a company that is using this method right now.

It’s not big enough to do that, and there’s no intention to.

So my grand plan was to succeed in a slightly special form of recruitment.

To make a company that is not dedicated to business expansion in a field that I thought was just a hobby, have confidence.

I have to make the path that appears in front of me so attractive that I will think of moving in that direction.

Was it the second year of broadcasting?

EunSiyu, who achieved 200,000 subscribers, brought up one story during a drinking broadcast- a Q&A and talk broadcast with alcohol for a celebration.

It was about EunSiyu’s trivial regret as a broadcaster.

[Are you in a good mood? Of course, I’m very happy! It’s so good that it feels like it’s not enough to just say “very.”]

[Boyfriend… you’re asking me again. I don’t have one. I’ve never been in a relationship in my life.]

[Does my family know I’m broadcasting? I don’t think so. We’ve cut ties. Ah, you don’t have to do a Tarullah. Hehe.]

[When are you going to reach Grand Master? When the sky helps me? Are you saying that because you want to leave…?]

[I wanted to drink alcohol, listen to questions, and answer honestly… but the questions are all the same as when I did it sober when I reached 100,000. Should I just do something else?]

[Ah… did I know I would reach 200,000?]

[Even before I started broadcasting… and even a few months after I started broadcasting, I couldn’t imagine that I would become like this. At that time, about thirty people watched when I turned it on.

In the first place, it was a broadcast that I only turned on on weekends, and it wasn’t even that long, so… many people couldn’t watch it.]

[It’s a story I’m telling because I’m drinking, but I regret that a little bit. It’s really just a little bit? Anyway, even if I erased my memory at that time and threw me back, I wouldn’t have been able to easily give up my main job.]

[Realistically, I didn’t even think I could make money from broadcasting… and I didn’t even think I would like this job this much….]

[So it’s a small regret. I was wondering what it would have been like if I had devoted myself to this a little faster. Actually, I got some attention in the beginning, did you know? But in the end, it was almost immediately restored because of the once-a-week broadcast. Hehe.]

[If you’re going to say that, why didn’t you do that then? No, it’s because I couldn’t be sure! That’s why I said it in the first place.

Even if I erased my memory and threw me back to that time, it would be the same.]

[Well… anyway! Thank you so much right now! I haven’t had alcohol in a long time, so I’ve been rambling for a long time… but in the end, it’s all just a story of really being grateful! Thank you to everyone who watches!]

A trivial regret.

In my case, I erased the trivial regret of the future that my account under my name would be suspended from Legend of Legacy today.

But I’m not sure how valuable it is to erase such a small regret.

It’s a good thing, but I don’t know how good it is yet.

I finished assembling the computer with the parts that had just arrived, put the monitor on the desk, connected it, and turned it on.

I installed the operating system and made sure all the systems were working properly.

I started installing video editing programs, picked up my phone, and went to the account where I created the fan channel.

EunSiyu fan channel.

Even I, who knows what I will regret in the future, don’t know how solving these trivial regrets will affect me later.

In the first place, people who haven’t even experienced what they regretted would know even less than me.

Well… if I think about it a little, I won’t have to buy an ID under someone else’s name to enjoy the game Legend of Legacy in the future.

That would definitely be a small convenience and pleasure.

Since I have an account under my own name… I wonder if I can participate in official events or events.

I don’t know if that will happen.

I don’t know exactly, but it’s definitely a good direction for me.

‘…Let’s start tomorrow.’

To the owner whom I will work hard to edit for in the future, I hope that it will be that good when I experience the disappearance of regret in the future someday.