Chapter 3 : The Pleasure of Surrender

The moment he felt that reality, Ihan savored the thrill filling his entire body and immediately began to delve deep into Hwaun’s interior.

“Agh…! Your…! Hngh…!”

Hwaun’s body jolted violently as the massive pillar forced its way into the place that refused to open. However, that movement was instantly suppressed by Ihan’s hand pressing down on his lower belly. Hwaun’s legs, already unable to wrap properly around Ihan’s waist, flailed helplessly, barely managing to push away the edge of the blanket.

“If you tense up like that, you will get hurt.”

Even while feeling a pressure that bordered on pain himself, Ihan spoke in a voice that was instead coldly subdued. Hwaun knew well that this was actually a chilling stillness born from extreme excitement. Hwaun’s body tried desperately to push back the member that was ruthlessly shoving its way in, but the difference in strength was too stark. Ihan’s center began to delve deep into the opening that felt as if it were about to tear.

“Ah… hng…! Ugh….”

“Shh….”

Soothing Hwaun with small breaths, Ihan captured every detail of Hwaun’s struggling figure in his eyes. He must have known it would hurt like this. Even when Ihan spent a long time painstakingly loosening him, Hwaun had always found receiving the Emperor’s member to be painful.

And yet, Yeon Hwaun had invited this pain. It felt as if it meant that not only did Ihan desire him, but Yeon Hwaun also wanted to be held by him just as much, making Ihan lose his mind.

He felt a sense of volume through the palm of his hand pressing against the lower belly. Only then did Ihan pull his hand away, seeing with his own eyes the trace of himself pushing up against the flat stomach. The last thread of his remaining reason snapped. With no reason to hold back any longer, Ihan gripped Hwaun’s pelvis with both hands and thrust his everything to the deepest point in one go.

“Agh…! Your Majesty, wait… hah…!”

With a dull thud, Hwaun tilted his neck back, his mouth hanging open as he let out a moan that was almost a scream. Sweat had already beaded on his forehead. As if the sensations heated by the previous foreplay had vanished in an instant, Hwaun looked to be in agony.

Ihan barely suppressed the urge to roughly move his hips and rake through his entire inside, slowly bending his body forward. Even though he had thrust in so strongly, the base that hadn’t fully entered yet sank deeper into Hwaun with a viscous pressure.

Hwaun shook his head wildly at the feeling of all his internal organs being crushed. It felt as if only the Emperor’s s*x existed inside his stomach. He had no time to think about the pain at the stretched entrance. Every time this happened, a fear surged that his entire body would truly be broken and rendered unusable forever.

So, how on earth could he explain this feeling—this sensation that was never once unpleasant even in the face of such terror? Was it truly alright to define this with beautiful words like affection or love?

Feeling the Emperor’s s*x, which had reached a place it should never touch, with great difficulty, Hwaun slowly leaned down and reached his arms out to the Emperor who was embracing him. The Emperor, whose black eyes held not a single flicker of light, nevertheless sucked Hwaun’s lips with a gentle breath. Just like that, the Emperor spoke.

“Does it hurt?”

There was a fever in the Emperor’s voice. He wasn’t simply talking about a feeling. Hwaun truly felt the scorching heat in that voice and breath burning his mouth, his throat, and even deeper inside. That was the Emperor’s possessiveness.

Hwaun opened his mouth to give some kind of answer, but at the same time, Ihan thrust his tongue in, blocking his words and making any reply impossible. In the movement of roughly entangling and sucking his tongue and licking every inch of the tender flesh, Hwaun even forgot what he had intended to say. Even though they hadn’t even started moving yet, it already felt like his entire body was breaking.

However, if asked if it hurt because of that, Hwaun wanted to answer that it was instead ecstatic.

“Can you endure it?”

This time, the Emperor asked again while nibbling on his lower lip. To Hwaun’s ears, it sounded like a command to endure. It was the same as saying that tonight, he would break Hwaun’s bones and tear his flesh to take everything, so no matter how painful it was, he must endure.

Hwaun could not distinguish whether that was truly the Emperor’s will or his own foul desire for the Emperor to do so to him.

As if he would listen to an answer this time, Ihan’s lips pulled away for a moment. Even though he wasn’t moving, Hwaun felt the member inside him growing even larger in size.

He knew. No matter how coercively the Ihan before him acted, if Hwaun truly wanted to stop out of fear, he would stop. Hwaun was certain. Your Majesty, I don’t like this. I’m scared. If he simply said that, no matter how great and unbearable his own desire was, the Emperor would surely stop. He was a man who could never fully hurt his one and only lover.

So, Hwaun squeezed out all his strength, lifted his head slightly, and dared to bite the Emperor’s lip. He stuck out his small tongue to lick the membrane, and even with a trembling voice, he did not back down as he spoke.

“How could this be… something I merely have to endure…?”

“…….”

“Your Majesty… until this night is gone, please….”

Please hold me until I am a mess.

The last words were so small they were almost inaudible, but they were enough to be a fuse.

Ihan immediately gripped Hwaun’s waist, practically lifting him up, pulled his member out, and then slammed it back in with a thud. Hwaun, receiving Ihan in an unstable posture with his waist lifted, let out a shrill scream before raising both hands to cover his mouth.

It felt like being pierced by a large, long skewer. Ihan didn’t wait any longer and roughly violated Hwaun’s interior at a rapid pace, making wet, slapping sounds. Hwaun’s mind grew distant at the feeling of all his organs being repeatedly pushed up and swept back down.

It hurt. It wasn’t pleasure. The place receiving Ihan’s member burned as if it had been scorched, and it felt like his insides were being thoroughly crushed by a club. Every time Ihan thrust his hips upward, he could vividly feel the glans reaching the inner wall as if it intended to puncture it. Hwaun bit his own wrist and closed his eyes. Tears born from pain flowed down his cheeks.

“Ugh! Hng! Ah… hah…!”

“Why… hah… why are you hurting your own wrist….”

Seeing Hwaun biting his wrist, Ihan finally let go of the waist he was holding, overlapped their bodies, and grabbed the wrist Hwaun was biting, pinning it above his head. It was the same for Hwaun’s other flailing hand. Hwaun’s two thin wrists barely filled one of Ihan’s hands.

“Hng! Ah… Majesty…! Hngh! Ah!”

Every time Ihan thrust his hips, a thumping sound filled the bedroom. Hwaun’s buttocks were already flushed red from the friction. It was at that moment that the moans of Hwaun, who had been crying in pain without even being able to struggle due to his hands being bound, gradually changed.

“Hah…! Ah…! Hng!”

There was no need to search for a sensitive spot to pierce. Ihan’s member was far too large compared to Hwaun’s interior, so it pressed against everything just by being inside.

“Haa… Wun… d*mn it…!”

“Ahng…! Hng… hngh…. Majesty, too deep… it’s too deep… hng!”

At the moans that were gradually beginning to feel pleasure, Ihan bit into Hwaun’s neck and pushed against the inner wall that he thought couldn’t possibly get any deeper. The sensation of being completely violated in a place that should never be reached was something he could hardly get used to, no matter how much he experienced it. It truly felt like his body was shattering and his mind was going mad. Hwaun cried while flailing the arms held in Ihan’s hand.

“Your Majesty… ugh! Let me… hng… let me hold… hold Your Majesty…!”

“Haa….”

“I want to… hng… I want to hold Your Majesty…!”

“I… I want to break you….”

Even while saying that, the Emperor let go of Hwaun’s hands and willingly leaned into his arms. It was a contradictory heart, wishing that Hwaun wouldn’t be frightened despite such violent and rough movements.

Repeatedly wrapping the hands that kept falling due to lack of strength around his own neck, Ihan persistently swallowed Hwaun’s breath and kissed him. The sound of flesh hitting flesh, the moaning, and the sound of skin touching and pulling away tangled disorientingly, heightening the senses of both people as if they had been drugged.

Hwaun’s member, which had been flaccid due to the pain during insertion, had also stood stiff at some point and was touching Ihan’s lower belly. Ihan pulled Hwaun’s body even tighter, causing that member to rub against him even more as he increased the speed of his movements. Their hot bodies were slowly preparing for the first climax.

“Hng…! Hng! Ah…!”

At Ihan’s movements, which were thrusting so fiercely that his parted legs felt numb, Hwaun’s moaning also became increasingly intense. And finally, at the same moment Hwaun’s member spilled its white fluid, Ihan buried his everything to the very deepest point with a short gasp and ejaculated inside Hwaun.

“Majesty… Majesty….”

Frightened by the semen filling his insides to a terrifying degree, Hwaun clung to the Emperor like a child, calling out to him. Ihan hugged Hwaun tightly, kissing him everywhere they touched, yet he pulled out the member that hadn’t even finished ejaculating and slammed it back in once more.