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“Sim Jae-seo.”
Cutting me off in one go, Seo Jun-jae pressed down on my shoulders and laid me flat on the bed.
“Jae-seo.
From now on, don’t think about anything else.
Just look at me, only focus on me.”
And no sooner had he finished speaking than his lips crashed onto mine, engulfing them in a deep kiss.
My lower lip and then my upper lip were gently sucked, and soon his tongue pushed past my lips.
Licking the roof of my mouth deeply, his tongue slowly brushed the underside of mine, then quickly began to coil around it.
As the kiss deepened, my head tilted further back, our tongues entwined, and the saliva pooling in my mouth trickled down my throat.
Even trying my best to breathe, his lips and tongue kept entangling with mine, making me feel like I couldn’t hold on any longer.
Just when I thought I might not survive, Jun-jae slowly pulled his lips away.
He peppered light kisses on my gasping lips, smacking sounds, then began to move down my body.
His lips traced down my chin and neck, then paused at some point before finding my nipple through my shirt and sucking wetly.
“Ngh…!”
The sensation of the nub being sucked and rubbing against the saliva-damp fabric felt strange, making my hips writhe.
After spending a long time sucking only my left nipple, Jun-jae moved his lips to the right one, at the same time pinching and rubbing the erect nub through the wet cloth with his thumb and forefinger.
“Stop— ugh!
Tha, that’s…!”
A tickling, tingling sensation spread below my chest, making my lower back flinch and jerk up.
Finally, both his lips and his hand withdrew.
At the same time, I felt all the strength drain from my body, and I lay limp on the mattress.
Reaching an arm out toward me, Jun-jae easily pulled off my t‑shirt and shorts, then dragged my last remaining underwear down and tossed them all to the floor.
Before I could even feel shame at being suddenly naked, both my ankles were grabbed.
“Aaaah!”
Just as I had done earlier, Jun-jae grabbed my legs, spread them apart, and settled between them.
The problem was that I was completely naked, and because he was lifting my thighs up, my hips were raised, leaving my lower body exposed and open.
So humiliated by how I must look, I grabbed one of Jun-jae’s pillows lying nearby and buried my face in it.
“‘You ought to lose weight at a time like this’?”
His voice was dripping with amusement, and my shame doubled.
Even though I couldn’t see his face through the pillow, I knew he was wearing that usual bright, dazzling smile, and my fingers gripping the pillow tensed up.
Unable to respond at all, I just trembled while clutching the pillow over my face.
He let out a soft laugh, then reached out and began lightly touching various parts of my naked body.
He stroked down my waistline, and slowly traveled up from my ankles to my calves, then my thighs, caressing me.
Those long fingers, reaching the top of my thighs, moved subtly inward along my groin, then soon my penis was grabbed firmly in his large hand.
A moment later, something thick and hot touched underneath, and as his hand began to move slowly, I realized that hot, thick thing was his penis.
My erection, trapped in his palm, was now being rubbed against his massive, hard shaft that pressed tightly against me.
The stimulation, gradually building in my perineum, spread throughout my body.
My hips kept twitching and jerking.
“Hngh!”
Clenching my jaw to suppress the moans that would surely spill out if I opened my mouth, I hugged the pillow over my face even tighter.
From somewhere, I heard a clicking sound—something opening and closing—with a short interval.
And then, the next moment, something slippery and wet touched the deepest, innermost part of my lower body.
At that terrifyingly vivid sensation, forgetting all shame about my nakedness, I immediately shoved the pillow aside and sat up as best I could.
“What are you do— ugh!
Wai, wait, ah—!”
As I threw the pillow away and sat up, Jun-jae had paused all movement, but abruptly he began stroking my penis again with his hand.
Worse, he was rubbing the glans with his thumb, and my barely‑raised body heaved and slowly collapsed.
Then the slick fingers started rubbing again down below.
Not only did I have to have s*x with a man, but I had to bottom, and to use that place… Even in this insane situation, his fingers kept pressing firmly, trying to open the hole.
And finally, the moment his fingertip pushed past the closed entrance and slid inside,
“…Ngh!”
An unexpected pain made me moan involuntarily.
If just one finger hurt this much, I couldn’t even imagine how I was supposed to take his penis, especially something as large as his.
“Haaah!”
Then, the very next moment, as I felt his hand gripping and stroking me again, teasing the glans widely, my hips bucked.
One hand continuously stimulated my penis, while the other opened the inside wider and pushed in.
Alternating between those two conflicting sensations for a long time, I eventually realized that the pain from below had greatly subsided.
Soon, as if he noticed the change in sensation, Jun-jae’s touch changed too.
The hand that had been gripping and stroking my penis now slowly caressed every part of it, and the fingers digging inside angled toward my belly and began pressing hard against the inner wall.
“…Ugh!”
The pressure against my abdomen felt quite uncomfortable, and I frowned.
Jun-jae looked down at me with worried eyes, asking if it still hurt.
Rather than pain, it was an oddly uncomfortable sensation, and I was just twitching slightly when—
“Haahn…!”
His fingers pressed a spot deep inside, and it was as if a tingling electric shock instantly spread from below my navel to every corner of my body.
At that unfamiliar sensation, I involuntarily cried out and arched my whole body.
Watching me, Jun-jae paused for a moment, then curled the corners of his mouth in a smile.
…A very ominous feeling swept over me.
“Haah, nngh… Hyaah!
Ah, ah!”
And soon, my premonition became reality.
He kept rubbing his fingers against that spot where I had reacted.
The overwhelming stimulation made it impossible to regain my composure.
I squirmed under him, moaning uncontrollably.
Soon, the fingers pushing inside increased to three, but by then I had long stopped feeling any pain or discomfort.
The pleasure flooding my whole body had numbed all other sensations.
I felt like I wouldn’t even notice if a part of my body were cut off.
“Hnh, ngh, haaah…”
When those three long fingers gathered and pressed hard against one spot, I tossed my head about uncontrollably, then threw it back.
Soon, my penis convulsed and began to ejaculate.
An intense pleasure still lingered all over my body, leaving me trembling.
As the shudders subsided, I saw through my bleary eyes Jun-jae sitting between my spread legs, rolling a condom onto his own fully erect, enormous member.
Realizing that what I felt upon seeing it was not disgust or fear but excitement, I thought to myself, I’m really in trouble. Yet my hand involuntarily reached out and stroked down his shaft.
He let out a low laugh.
“Jae-seo, do you want me to put it in?”
Fascinated by the sight of him clicking open the lube cap and slicking it over his erection, I nodded.
Immediately, the hard glans pressed against my entrance.
“Hng!”
Much thicker than his fingers, his cock pushed against my inner wall, squeaking, as it forced its way deeper.
The pain of being stretched wider than ever before and the foreign feeling of my insides being so full made me frown, but perhaps because I already knew the outcome, it was more bearable than before.
However,
“Ugh, how long— aah!”
The sensation of his cock endlessly pushing deeper was something new, and frightening.
Though this was my first time with a man, and as the bottom, I instinctively knew: it should not go in any further.
Yet his cock passed that point, and then kept on, only stopping well past it.
It felt as though it had pushed all the way up to just below my sternum.
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