Chapter 80: The Wrong Kind of Yes

My wrist, faintly trembling; his request for a chance; his steady gaze—nothing about it was light.

Hyun-tae’s sincerity, so clearly felt, was overwhelming.

“Hyun-tae.”

After a long hesitation, I finally spoke.

As with Seo Jun-jae, there was something difficult but necessary to say.

“I think of you both as really good friends.”

I continued slowly.

I’m not dating Jun-jae, and I don’t intend to with you either.

Hyun-tae, who must have grasped the meaning of my words at once, kept his calm face, merely looking at me as if waiting for me to continue.

“So with Seo Jun-jae…”

I paused.

I had received Jun-jae’s confession and refused it, yet I had accepted s*x with him.

Was it right to speak so frankly about a relationship that involved not just me but also him?

Of course, Hyun-tae seemed to have already guessed quite a bit, but him figuring it out on his own was entirely different from me telling him directly.

“I don’t mind.”

Not long after, an answer came to the words I hadn’t been able to finish.

The fact that he said “I don’t mind” suggested he had vaguely guessed, from my less‑than‑clear words, the kind of relationship I had with Jun-jae.

“For the past few days, I kept thinking I should let you go.

Because Jun‑jae came first.”

With those abrupt words, the hand holding my wrist slowly moved down.

Then my fingers and Hyun‑tae’s fingers began to slowly entwine.

“But seeing you two today, I can’t.

I don’t want to give you up just because I’m a little late, Jae‑seo.”

Looking down at our fully interlaced hands, I inadvertently muttered something sincere.

“…Someday, you might have to give up anyway.”

“If you’re okay with it, I want to be by your side, even if just for now.”

At that, I finally raised my head.

In the end, Hyun‑tae was saying the same thing as Jun‑jae.

Even knowing that my heart wouldn’t turn toward him, he would continue this relationship.

So, having accepted Jun‑jae, it was right to accept Hyun‑tae too.

And I would have to.

This was, after all, a game world with that kind of setting…

After a moment’s thought, I turned the hand he had been holding and clasped his.

Seeing me take his hand, Hyun‑tae’s eyes widened in brief surprise, then he slowly rose, understanding it as a sign of acceptance.

Soon, Hyun‑tae’s massive shadow writhed and poured down over me.

***

“Mm…”

A fleshy thickness met my lips.

After merely pressing for a moment, it opened slightly and swallowed my lips.

At the same time, a firm arm wrapped around my back, pulling our bodies close—chest to chest, belly to belly, even our centers pressed tight.

Embarrassed, I tried to pull away a little, but my waist was pulled in again and our lips met once more.

After kissing for a long time, turning our heads this way and that, Hyun‑tae’s lips slowly parted from mine.

I caught my breath with my head lowered, leaning on his shoulder, and again his lips pressed against my cheek.

With a small, embarrassing smack, they moved sideways, soon reaching my earlobe.

“Ugh!”

Startled that Hyun‑tae was now sucking my earlobe just as he had my lips, I tried to sit up, but his arm around my waist held me tight, letting me only flinch my shoulders.

“Nngh.”

The wet sounds from his saliva filled my ears, and goosebumps ran up my spine.

At the same time, a strange heat began to creep up from our subtly touching lower bodies.

When his tongue, after licking my earlobe, pushed into my ear canal, feeling like I couldn’t take it anymore, I shoved his shoulder hard.

His lips, momentarily pushed away, soon touched my skin again.

This time, he pressed them just below my chin and began nibbling gently.

As his lips slowly descended along my neck, I heard a pop‑pop‑pop—he was unfastening his shirt buttons.

Doing it with one hand looked awkward, so I lent a hand.

A laugh from near his throat tickled my skin.

“Ugh, that tickles.”

“Ha ha, sorry.”

Still laughing despite his apology, I sighed and finished unbuttoning him.

The moment the last button came loose, the shirt fell away completely.

Looking at his bare upper body, I was suddenly reminded of when the gallery function first appeared.

…To see this body again.

Could that earlier incident have been some kind of foreshadowing within the game?

While I was lost in useless thoughts, Hyun‑tae reached over and pulled off my t‑shirt.

The sensation of bare skin against bare skin was strange, and I hunched.

His large hand landed on my chest.

His fingers, toying with my flat chest, began to catch on my protruding nipples.

“Ngh.”

The fact that being touched on the chest—my nipples, no less—made me feel a strange excitement was so humiliating that I bit my lip, trying to hold back my moans.

“I told you not to bite your lip.”

My bitten lower lip was immediately swallowed by his approaching lips.

Because of that, the moans I’d tried to hide leaked through my slightly parted lips.

The next moment, his tongue gently pushed into my open mouth.

Reflexively, I tried to pull my head back, but his large hand caught it and pulled me forward.

His tongue, reaching deep inside, began to rub everywhere as if caressing.

Soon, the locked lips parted with a sticky, wet sound.

At the same time, he pulled his waist back slightly and reached for my pants.

The elastic‑waistband pants slid down easily, and then my underwear followed just as easily.

Naked, with not a stitch of clothing, I couldn’t help but feel ashamed, and my legs kept drawing together.

“……!”

He slid his hands between my tightly closed legs, gripped the backs of my knees, and began spreading them.

Up to that point, the progression was natural enough, and I somehow endured.

The problem came next.

“Aah!”

He pushed between my legs and lowered his head.

Soon, he took my penis into his mouth.

At first, he only lightly sucked the tip, but gradually he began bobbing his head.

…Crazy.

The sensation, painting my mind white, made me quickly raise both hands to cover my mouth.

The wetness inside his mouth tightened around my shaft, licking and stimulating as it moved up and down—a sensation somewhere between masturbation and intercourse.

My eyes squeezed shut.

“Ngh, nngh…”

An immense heat gathered below, making my lower abdomen tense.

The hand I’d reached out to push him away instead rested meekly on top of his head, swaying stupidly as he moved.

“Wait, aah!”

The pleasure, now exceeding my threshold, boiled over and spread through my whole body.

My hips, unable to withstand the excessive sensation, writhed uncontrollably.

My tensed legs, beyond numbness, began to twitch.

Soon after, the feeling of impending climax surged, and I spilled my semen into his still‑stimulating mouth.

He swallowed it all, still sucking.

When he finally raised his head, my half‑gone mind from the excitement snapped back as if doused with cold water.

…f*ck, what have I just done?

I stared blankly as he spat the semen into a tissue, then raised a hand to my throbbing forehead.

It hadn’t been a long time, but during the Please Take Care of My Idol camp, Hyun‑tae had struck me as more sensible and ordinary than any other participant.

Compared to Jun‑jae, who was often around him as a fellow agency trainee, he seemed even more so.

…And only today did I realize what a huge misjudgment that was.

“……!”

Suddenly lifting my legs, which had gone limp after the ejaculation, he spread them apart and tried to bury his face down there.

I immediately shouted and tried to kick free, but before that, a very familiar sensation took hold.

The damn, crazy, perverted psycho game’s mischief.

My legs lost their freedom and fell open, and at the same time, his lips touched me down there.

Even at that terrible sensation, all I could do was squeeze my eyes shut.

“Hngh!”

His tongue, having broadly teased the entrance, pointed and began to push inside.

As the warm flesh relentlessly licked and probed, making wet sounds, I felt nothing but despair.

My mind, unable to hold out, seemed to be fraying at the edges.