Chapter 37: The Streamer’s Life is Getting Fucked (3) (Illustration)

First step achieved.

I managed to justify wearing a Santa girl outfit for a broadcast.

It was for my own needs that I was wearing the Santa girl outfit, but it couldn’t be something I initiated.

If I suggested it first, I wouldn’t get what I wanted.

After all, what I was selling was my pride.

Pride only gains value when someone else proposes it first.

I wish selling my pride had filled the entire 2 million won at once, but I guess it’s too much to ask.

Still, 1.35 million won is nothing to scoff at.

This much is already a great achievement, and I’m just grateful to the viewers who valued my pride that much.

However.

It’s a thought I always have.

Is what I’m doing really worth this much money?

I know it’s the price for doing something I’m ashamed and embarrassed about, but
is it really right to earn this much money so easily, in an instant?

There was a time when I never dreamed of becoming a streamer.

Go Su-yeong was once just a viewer who occasionally donated to streamers.

I used to donate a little bit whenever a streamer did something that was fun and satisfying.

Back then, I donated without a second thought, and I never felt like my donations were a waste.

But now that I’m the one receiving donations, I finally see the value of those donations.

To donate 10,000 won, they would have had to work for at least an hour, and is it okay to give that money for such a trivial reaction?

Did I really put on a broadcast that was worth 10,000 won?

Am I really doing something that’s worth this much money, that much value?

Just by wearing slightly revealing clothes,
just by letting people sexually harass me a little,
just by smiling at people,

Is it okay for me to earn more money than the salaries of people who are working hard in their respective positions in society and contributing to society?

Me, who can’t produce any goods or create any jobs socially?

There’s a common saying.

That streamers earn money too easily.

That it doesn’t make sense to earn so much money just by sitting around playing games and talking a little.

To those people, I always replied like this.

That streamers have their own difficulties.

That there are things you can’t know unless you’ve tried it yourself.

But.

In my heart, I’ve asked people countless times.

Is it okay for you to spend the money you’ve worked so hard for on someone like me?

Do you really feel that what I’m showing you is worth that much?

While feeling grateful, I always questioned my own worth.

While being mindful of my boss’s moods.

While struggling with junior colleagues trying to climb over my head.

While dealing with difficult customers.

While bowing to people who act important.

Is it okay to spend the money you earned like that for this one moment that I’m showing you?

Is it really worth that much?

So.

【User HiroLuvr donated 50,000 won!】

【1 minute added】

“Stop donating, you crazy b*stards…!!”

[Oh my….. Oh my]

[Oh my…]

[Sis, you’re so hot]

[Who am I? Hiro’s viewer.
Who am I? Hiro’s viewer.
Who am I? Hiro’s viewer.
Who am I? Hiro’s viewer.
Who am I? Hiro’s viewer.
Who am I? Hiro’s viewer.
Who am I? Hiro’s viewer.
Who am I? Hiro’s viewer.
Who am I? Hiro’s viewer.
Who am I? Hiro’s viewer.
Who am I? Hiro’s viewer.
Who am I? Hiro’s viewer.
Who am I? Hiro’s viewer.
Who am I? Hiro’s viewer.
Who am I? Hiro’s viewer]

[Oh my… Look at those heavy mommy milkers]

[Oh my]

I didn’t intend for this to happen at first.

I was just planning to wear the Santa girl outfit and be done with it.

【User BennyLovesRope donated 200,000 won!】

【That Santa girl outfit is very desirable】

“Wow, wow! Thank you for the donation, BennyLovesRope! As a reaction… what should I do for you?”

【User BennyLovesRope donated 10,000 won!】

【Then show us a little Zero Two dance】

“Uh… Zero Two?”

[You have to do it for 200,000 won ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ]

[Honestly, you have to do this if you have any conscience]

[Are you going to take the money and run?
Are you going to take the money and run?
Are you going to take the money and run?
Are you going to take the money and run?]

[Zero Two! Zero Two! Zero Two! Zero Two!]

“No, everyone, calm down for a second.”

[ZT? ZT? ZT? ZT?]

[Zero Two! Zero Two!]

[The chairman orders you to present the Zero Two!]

[It’s the end of the year and Christmas, show us just a little bit]

“I’ve never danced before”

[Zero Two! Zero Two!]

[That’s not important, just do it]

[Does it matter if you’re good at it?
The mommy milkers are what’s important]

[Heuh… Sis, I can’t take it anymore…]

“No, so the Zero Two is”

【User BennyLovesRope donated 50,000 won!】

【Just do it for 1 minute】

“….”

I couldn’t refuse the request to dance for just one minute for 50,000 won.

“Then… just for one minute?”

[Ooooooh]

[Are you going to do it in three sections?]

[Get ready, it’s clip time ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ]

[In the end, you’re succumbing to capital ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ]

[Money-grubber ON]

“Isn’t it more unconscionable to not do it after taking this much?!”

And back to the present.

I was only planning to do it for one minute, but once the floodgates were opened, the water that had been dammed up poured out all at once.

I was going to show it just once, thinking about the 200,000 won I received earlier and the 50,000 won given to me for dancing the Zero Two for one minute….

I don’t know how it got distorted, but the content changed to giving the Zero Two dance for 1 minute for 50,000 won.

But it was difficult to ignore, and it wasn’t just a penny or two, and I didn’t have the confidence to ignore it when they said they would invest 50,000 won in just 1 minute.

As I continued to dance the Zero Two, 30 minutes had passed before I knew it.

“Everyone… can I rest for a moment…?”

【User solar9532 donated 50,000 won!】

【No way】

I was embarrassed at first.

A dance where you put your arms behind your head, put your feet together, and bounce your hips from side to side.

Wouldn’t it be fair to say that this is a dance to appreciate the shaking of the chest?

Every time I bounced my hips, my chest bounced up and down, and the viewers’ reactions to that sight were hot.

[Oh my Sis, I’m dying]

[Wow, I really can’t take this]

[Look at that substantial mommy dispenser, it’s crazy]

[OMG OMG]

[s*x;;]

[Wow, H cup is amazing]

[Oh my…]

My face turned bright red with shame every time a line of chat came up.

I counted every second, hoping that this time would end soon, and that the timer on the computer screen would run out quickly.

But

“I really just need 5 minutes… just let me rest for 5 minutes… Please!!”

Now, after doing this for 30 minutes, it’s different.

I’m embarrassed and whatever, I just feel like I’m going to die.

What does money matter when I feel like I’m about to collapse right now?

Every time my chest shook up and down, I felt a pain that felt like the ligaments in my chest were breaking due to the load.

“Everyone… I’m really going to rest for a bit, I feel like the Cooper’s ligaments in my chest are going to break, please save me….”

[Just this once]

[If your chest hurts, it can’t be helped]

[Hiro’s chest is a baby milk supply, we have to protect it]

[Ah, when are you going to do the Zero Two!!!]

[Waah]

After begging almost pleadingly, I was able to take a break for a while.

Leaning back in my chair and slumping my body, it felt like my soul was leaving my body.

“I feel like I’m going to die….”

[Sis, you can’t break down yet]

[Get up, you have to make money]

[I don’t like broken things!!]

[Sis, don’t use your body recklessly… it’s public property]

[You can’t break down yet, you still have 7 more minutes to do]

[I haven’t used it enough yet;; I haven’t gone yet]

[I’m so glad Sis looks happy]

I just wish everything would disappear.

They’re all such grateful people, but sometimes I wish they would just drop dead.

Not that often, though.

“Are you guys… even human…?”

[You were looking at us as humans?]

[So kind….]

[It’s okay to do more since we’re not human, right?]

[I love you, Sis]

[I’ll be in your care tonight]

“You animal b*stards…!!”

[Animals?
Does that mean to collect money?]

[Are you telling us to hit you with more money?]

【User OldManTwerkingMachineHiro donated 50,000 won!】

【Say the word if you want to do more】

“Ah, no, s*it!!”

[1 minute added ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ]

[LMAO ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ]

[Your mouth is the problem ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ]

[You have 8 more minutes to do]

So, I bounced my hips like crazy for over an hour,
and earned over 3 million won in just one day.