Chapter 37: We Can’t Go Back Anymore

Siheon’s eyes glistened after tasting her lips, which were sweet enough to make the back of his head throb.

The moment he opened his mouth to greedily consume the lips he had long coveted—

“Siheon, Siheon-ah…….”

Kangeun hurriedly raised her hands while calling his name.

What she managed to grasp with a surge of courage was Siheon’s wrist, which was covering her eyes.

Even then, she couldn’t grip him tightly and bit her lower lip once more.

“Siheon-ah…….”

“……Yes.”

“We…… we shouldn’t do this.”

“…….”

“We shouldn’t……”

“Why not?”

The voice that suppressed the urge to pounce right then and there was low and deep.

“Why. Can’t we?”

“……We are, Siheon-ah.”

“Is it because Go Kangeun is my Noona?”

“…….”

“Because I’m Go Kangeun’s younger brother?”

He lowered the hand that had been covering her eyes.

Siheon grabbed Kangeun’s shoulders and met her eyes.

“What younger brother in this world gets an erection looking at his older sister?”

“……What?”

Kangeun seemed quite taken aback by his raw, unfiltered words.

Staring at her as she simply blinked her large eyes, Siheon guided her soft hand, which was still holding his wrist.

“If a bastard like that exists, you should catch him and throw him in jail.”

“…….”

He placed Kangeun’s hand over the area near his rapidly pulsating heart.

As he stuck out his tongue to lick his lips, he began to move slowly while holding her hand.

When he slowly swept her hand over his broad chest and pressed down firmly, Kangeun’s lips parted a little wider.

As he exhaled a breath trembling with excitement, a shallow sigh also escaped from between her lips.

He welcomed the itchiness of her small hand felt over the thin cotton T-shirt.

Siheon’s jaw jutted out as he barely managed to hold back his urge to ravage her.

Siheon did not take his eyes off Kangeun.

Before she knew it, her hand had moved down from his chest to his stomach.

He could feel his clearly defined abdominal muscles twitching as if jumping to welcome her touch.

“Siheon-ah…….”

“You knew. Go Kangeun, you knew all along.”

Siheon dug relentlessly into her wavering eyes, pulling out her old memories.

Go Kangeun knew.

She knew what kind of dreams middle-schooler Yoon Siheon tossed and turned from every night, and whose name high-schooler Yoon Siheon secretly called out while masturbating.

He had run into her once when her face was red with embarrassment.

It was on a day when he had stayed in the bathroom under the pretext of washing his body, calling Kangeun’s name over and over while spilling his semen.

Siheon, who had his head bowed in the fishy sense of guilt and futility that followed ejaculation, heard the sound of something heavy falling.

When he eventually came out, he saw the T-shirt Kangeun had worn during the day lying on the floor. It was wet.

It was on the floor near the washing machine in front of the bathroom door.

The corner of the laundry basket, which had been fine until before he went to wash up, had broken, and a large piece of it was rolling around.

The washing machine that had been running was stopped, its lid open.

Having guessed the situation, he picked up his clothes and went out to the yard, only to see Kangeun’s back as she carried the laundry in the broken basket.

[……You dropped this.]

[Oh, Siheon-ah. They say it’ll be hot again tonight. Since they say it won’t rain, the laundry should dry well. Ah, look at me. I was supposed to boil the soup once so it wouldn’t spoil, but I forgot.]

Watching Kangeun flee into the kitchen without even making eye contact, Siheon realized she had found out his dark secret.

He thought he would be in big trouble if he were caught.

He thought Go Kangeun shouldn’t know.

And yet.

Despite his efforts not to be caught, a sense of relief found him first.

The greed that wished she would see him as a man, if only a little bit through this incident, made him brazen.

And that brazenness had continued until now.

Because even though he read the desperate look in Kangeun’s frightened eyes, he had no intention of backing down.

No, far from having any intention to back down.

“The way I look at Go Kangeun. Go Kangeun knew.”

“…….”

“But Siheon-ah, I am your……”

“My Noona?”

He intended to take this opportunity to make sure she understood clearly.

What he was planning to do.

What kind of line the ‘bastard she thought of as a younger brother’ was trying to pull Go Kangeun across right now.

Daring to ignore the grace of being raised by her.

“What Noona in the world.”

“Ugh…… hmp.”

“Puts her hand on her younger brother’s cock?”

Siheon’s gaze moved toward the lips Kangeun had firmly bitten while keeping her eyes shut.

The small hand he had pulled along was resting on his thigh.

To be precise, it couldn’t really be called ‘on his thigh.’

The long object resting over his right thigh was between Kangeun’s hand and his leg.

The thing that had grown thick as if the pants were stifling, and stood rigidly, was twitching under her hand and swelling in size.

“Don’t think about useless things.”

“…….”

“There’s no reason why it can’t work between us.”

“Huu…….”

He felt like his head would burst at the sensation of her hand slowly rubbing against him.

Siheon did not hide his thickening voice while holding Kangeun’s hand and firmly rubbing himself against it.

As he looked down at Kangeun’s chest, which was heaving heavily as she gave her hand to Siheon and continued her ragged breathing, his own chest also swelled significantly.

“I…… huu……. It has to be Go Kangeun or no one else.”

“…….”

“Can Go Kangeun live without me?”

He extended the hand that had been caressing her lips and cheeks and grabbed her slender waist.

As he leaned in while pulling her into a tight embrace, her fragrant hair spread like waves across the cream-colored fabric sofa.

Siheon buried his face in Kangeun’s neck and inhaled her scent.

Rubbing his nose against her soft hair and skin, he pressed himself against her leg that had touched him at some point, rubbing and slowly thrusting his hips.

“Haa…….”

“Huu, Siheon-ah, Siheon-ah……”

He felt ecstatic at the short, shallow breaths from Kangeun beneath him, her twitching hips, and her flickering eyelids.

Looking at her hand which had gripped his shoulder firmly at some point, he brought the other hand he had been holding loosely to his mouth.

“It’s strange.”

“……Hah.”

“Even Go Kangeun’s hand is sweet.”

Siheon, who had been kissing every fingertip, opened his mouth.

He stuck out his tongue and licked her slender fingers meticulously, and then, as if it wasn’t enough, he wrapped his mouth around them and sucked thoroughly, all while obsessively watching Kangeun’s expression with his eyes.

“What should I do……. Huu, what should I do.”

“Open your eyes.”

Siheon whispered while biting her fingers one by one, not satisfied even after soaking one hand entirely with his saliva.

His lower body was still pressed tightly against her skin without a single gap.

“Look at me.”

“…….”

Siheon eventually smiled for Kangeun, who had opened her eyes and was looking up at him, by squeezing out the last bit of his patience.

He was a man who had the talent for leaving sticky, small kisses that felt crisp like pecks on her trembling hands.

“I’m going to kiss you. Starting from here.”

Siheon’s hand caressed Kangeun’s lips.

“Ah…….”

His finger forced its way between her lips.

The touch that had been soft and cautious gradually became bold as it flicked against the inner mucous membrane, the soft part of the roof of her mouth, and the salivary glands at the root of her tongue.

“Here. And here too.”

“…….”

“I’m going to lick you and suck you.”

“Hmp…….”

“Passing through here……”

Siheon’s hand, which had lingered on her lips, slid down slowly.

Following the jawline, his fingertips tickled her neck, then rubbed against the collarbone where the necklace pendant lay.

Satisfaction gathered in his gaze as he confirmed she was wearing the necklace he had given her as a gift before they parted.

It seemed she had listened to his words to never take it off and keep it on her neck.

He felt like he would go crazy over that compliance.

“This place probably…… huu……. I might end up chewing on it like a dog. After that……”

His hand, which had passed Kangeun’s collarbone and was heading toward her chest, was caught.

Siheon looked back at Kangeun, lifting his head.

He was reflected in her pupils, which were full of confusion and hesitation.

“Siheon-ah.”

“There’s no turning back.”

“…….”

“I had this intention from the very beginning. So even if we stop now, I won’t hide my feelings anymore. I’ll just look for an opportunity. One way or another, because I want to receive a look from Go Kangeun, because I want to be in contact with Go Kangeun.”

It was the final permission he was seeking before baring his teeth.

He didn’t want Kangeun to accept him while drunk on the atmosphere.

Just as he had clearly revealed his purpose, he wanted Kangeun to clearly recognize the new beginning of this relationship as well.

“Now, I can no longer remain as Go Kangeun’s younger brother.”

“…….”

“We are going to change. I’ll be anything for Go Kangeun. Do you hate it?”

“…….”

“Noona.”

Siheon was cunning.

The “Noona” he called out when he was at a disadvantage after their reunion was said with the knowledge that she would become infinitely generous whenever he called her that.

It was the phrase that would break down Kangeun, who was struggling with intense internal conflict until the end with her mouth tightly shut.

“Kangeun-ah.”

“…….”

“Go Kangeun.”

“Huu…….”

As if she couldn’t endure her emotions, tears flowed down Kangeun’s temples as she closed her eyes once more.

Siheon lowered his face.

He stuck out his tongue to lick her tears and whispered wicked words into her ear.

“I’ll give you myself.”

“Sob……”

“Give me Go Kangeun.”

“Huu, ugh……”

“If you hate it, say so.”

“…….”

“Because I’ll stop.”

At the small nod he perceived after an eternal wait, the corners of his mouth curved mischievously.

Without delay at the nod that clearly meant permission, Siheon bit into Kangeun’s wet lips.

“Hmp…….”

His movements were relentless as he breached the gaps and forced his way in so that she couldn’t think of anything else.

The skin of Go Kangeun that filled his hands, her deepening scent and the lips opened to him, the sobs and wet breaths she exhaled through those gaps.

All of it was the beginning of the night that made Siheon lose his mind.

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