Chapter 56: Anna’s Bold Move

Anna’s face was flushed red, tears glistening at the corners of her eyes. She clearly didn’t want to do this.

Her hands trembled over her torn clothes. Self-respect and shyness kept her from tearing them off.

Well, that made sense. A normal girl would never be able to strip naked in front of someone else. She wasn’t a shameless person like me.

‘Ugh, what have I done? I just wanted to die, but now it looks like I’m forcing her to do this.’

Looking at her, I really couldn’t bear to say anything more, or even think about it.

I didn’t want such a pretty girl to lose her dignity because of me, this filthy, damn-near-dead piece of trash.

‘But you’re just trying not to owe anyone anything, right?’ the other personality suddenly cut in.

‘Well, yeah. I guess I just didn’t want to owe anyone favors. But I already owe General Cloud for saving my life, I owe Yi Qin for the clothes, I owe the Princess for getting me out of trouble, and I owe Anna for teaching me…’

Realizing that, I suddenly saw how much I actually owed.

On the other side, Anna’s hands were still trembling at her chest. I glanced at her blush-red face from the corner of my eye and said, a bit irritably, “Alright, alright, stop taking it off. I won’t look. I won’t die, okay?”

‘Ah… a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity…’ I felt a slight regret. Just a sliver! A tiny bit!

Then I sighed and said, with calm but slight disappointment, “Ugh, why do I feel like I’m being bullied again?” ‘What the hell… I finally mustered the courage to kill myself, finally forgot how precious the life my parents gave me is, finally faced death head-on, finally, aaah! And now it’s all wasted!’

‘Well, be grateful. At least she didn’t force you to live. If it were that old bastard Tiffany, she’d turn you into a puppet and let you be hacked apart, and you’d just have to take it, wouldn’t you?’ the other personality snarked.

“Hmph.” I let out an unhappy snort. Just thinking about that time made me nauseous.

While I was lost in thought, Anna actually smiled. It was a little sad, but her smile was so captivating.

Blushing, she moved her hands, still wearing those starry-purple long gloves, to the hem of her clothes and grabbed her skirt.

‘Ah?!’ I was shocked.

Even if I hadn’t known before, as a crossdressing hentai like me, I definitely knew what she was about to do. She was going to take off that skirt!!

“Y-You! Why are you still undressing?!” I hurried over to stop her.

But as I ran over, I realized… how exactly was I supposed to stop her?

So before I could even figure out how, I stumbled right into her. My face pressed into something soft, and I smelled a lovely scent. It was those two meat buns.

Maybe because my body was too small, or maybe her body-strengthening BUFF hadn’t worn off. Either way, I didn’t knock her down like they do in anime. (Clearly lacking mass and momentum.)

“Ah!” She let out a breathy gasp. I couldn’t understand why she’d make that sound when I hadn’t even knocked her over! Shyness and embarrassment flooded my mind. Why did this pink-hued anime scene feel so familiar?!

I immediately turned red, pulled away, spun around, and refused to look at her. I blurted out, “You! You, you, right now! Quietly! Use magic to fix your clothes!” Then, embarrassed and awkward, I turned and went back to the bed, sulking, and closed my eyes.

Lying on the big bed, I felt restless and irritated. I wrapped myself up in the blanket and got ready to sleep.

“G-Good night!” I couldn’t control my shyness. I’d never been shy even when I was a meat s*ave. Why now?! QAQ.

‘Argh, what is wrong with this girl? I already said I won’t die, so why is she still taking off her clothes? She’s crazy! Got a screw loose!’ (Flustered, panic level MAX.)

I said irritably, “You should leave too! Don’t waste your time on me. I need to sleep!”

‘Mmph… she actually kissed me! And kissed me so… I’m done for, I can never live normally again…’

‘Ah… if I can’t live normally, why bother living…’

‘I want to die…’

I was grumbling under the blanket when I suddenly felt the mattress shift!

No doubt about it! Anna had sat down on my bed! I turned my head irritably and opened my eyes, saying, “Are you annoying or what?! Can you just go?!” But then I saw Anna kneeling on my bed in nothing but black lace underwear. The moonlight made her fair skin look especially lovely.

She stared at me, her face burning red.

‘What the heck? What, what is this?!’

“Don’t! What if you try to kill yourself again when I’m gone?!” she said, clenching her little fists in self-reproach.

“Hey hey, I already said I won’t kill myself. And even if you’re watching me, what are you doing like this? I told you to fix your clothes, not take them all off!” I covered my mouth, afraid she’d kiss me again.

She didn’t speak. She just smiled sweetly and then scooted over to me.

‘She looks seriously cute!’

But somehow… I felt like she was going to trick me. Maybe I’d been hurt by the world too long and was seeing threats everywhere.

“Hey! I won’t hurt you.” She said sweetly, her voice no longer as hoarse as before.

“Mm…” I couldn’t guess what she was thinking. Earlier she’d called me trash, so why was she moving closer now?

‘Women…’

I didn’t want to deal with her. I shifted a bit toward the edge of the bed, hoping to put some distance between us.

‘This girl definitely has issues. Either she bullies me, forcefully kisses me, or seduces me. She’s straight-up psycho!’

“Sorry… earlier, I said a lot of hurtful things to you. I’m sorry…” Before she could finish, I said impatiently, “Okay okay, I get it, I’m not mad. I wouldn’t mind the level of humiliation you gave me anyway. And, I don’t know what you’re planning now, but if you’re trying to get in my pants, I’ll have to say no. I haven’t even hit puberty, and I wouldn’t recommend doing that to a kid.”

“Huh! Why not?” she said, looking a bit disappointed.

‘Meow meow meow? So you’re not denying it? You were really thinking that!’ I felt my brain tremble! This girl’s moves were just unbelievable!

“But…” she said, blushing.

Before she could finish, I said even more irritably, “But what? Let me make this clear. My mind is a wreck right now. I know a normal guy would totally accept an invitation from a beautiful, cute girl like you. But sorry, I’m not normal right now, and I don’t want to do anything while I’m in a bad headspace! I just want to sleep quietly!”

“Eh! But…” she blushed again.

‘Eh? What else does she want to say?’ I couldn’t guess.

I was getting annoyed. I’m not attacking you, so why do you have so many demands?! I’m a law-abiding, moral person! Why are you still going “but”?

“But… don’t you like me?” she suddenly said.

“Ah?!” I yelped in shock, my eyes bulging like a cow’s. “When did I (say I liked you)?-” Before I could finish, I suddenly remembered that before I jumped off the building in the magic library, I’d thought something like that in my head…

I looked helpless. “Fine, fine, yes, but that was what I thought before. I don’t like you now! Mm…” As soon as I said it, I felt like an idiot. This girl was clearly doing all this because I said I liked her. Ahhh! What did I just say?!

My brain in chaos, I added, “Anyway, even if I do like you, you don’t have to do something like this!” Wait, wasn’t the reason she was doing this exactly because she liked me? What the hell, why do I suddenly feel dumber? Ah! What did I say? What did I say again?!

“Ah! Did you hear all of that?! I-I-I! Let me tell you! Everything I thought was fake!” I kept rambling in a panic, completely at a loss for what to do.

But hearing my utterly illogical rant, Anna just smiled softly. “Ehehe.” It was a beautiful smile, a pure smile, but it made me even more confused.

Then her hand reached behind her back, as if she was about to unclasp her bra?

“Hey! What exactly are you doing?!” I was panicking. If this continued, this scene couldn’t be broadcast, right?

“Actually…” She kept smiling sweetly, and her hand moved exactly where I’d guessed, toward the clasp.

Aaaaaah!!! Bang! I couldn’t take it anymore. I swung the down pillow and slammed it hard into Anna’s face.

“Ah!” She cried out in surprise and fell onto my bed.

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