Chapter 76: Don’t Look Away

“Look.”

“…”

“Keep your eyes on it until it’s over.”

I was confused, but I did as I was told. I turned my head to the side. The uneven scar came into view, raw and unfiltered. I deliberately squeezed my eyes shut for a long moment, then opened them. Yoon Heesung slapped my ass.

“Ah…! Ah, that hurts.”

“Don’t cheat. It’s obvious.”

“S-sorry. I’ll look properly. Hnn, ah…”

Heesung moved his hand down. His fingertips touched the entrance of the hole still feeling the aftermath of yesterday, and I flinched before I could stop myself. But my eyes stayed fixed on Heesung’s scar. Whatever was happening down there, I had no choice but to endure it without knowing.

His finger entered slowly.

“Ngh…”

“Maybe because we put it in once yesterday… it goes in much easier.”

He muttered that we could go in right away, then spread his fingers with a careless motion. Two? Maybe three. Every time his knuckles knocked against the rim, I couldn’t breathe. I spread my legs wide like a frog and let out ugly moans. When Heesung pressed deep, my lower belly tingled immediately. I didn’t know why. Then I got scared he might do what he did yesterday.

“You’re not going to use that, that thing today, right? Don’t use it. That thing is weird.”

Yesterday I was truly strange. Once he spread that gel, my body burned and my insides itched. I came with him shoving into me from behind. Rehashing yesterday made the heat rise to my eyes again.

Heesung laughed lowly.

“Yeah. I won’t use it again.”

Surprisingly, he listened. I felt relieved. I was uneasy because of Heesung, and I was relieved because of Heesung. He spread his fingers and forced my inner walls apart as he spoke.

“I hope you can take my c*ck without the gel… without anything else. Once you’re used to it.”

“Hah, heuk, eu, hah eu! Heut!”

“Until then, let’s work on it. Okay?”

His nail scraped along my inner wall. It felt like there was a dry tearing sound. I flinched, startled, and reflexively turned my head to look at Heesung. Then, as if punishing me, he yanked his hand out. Before I could shrink from the sudden empty sensation, he pinched the wrinkled rim hard.

“Keur, aaah!”

“You have to look at my arm.”

“I, I’m sorry. Don’t do that. Sorry…”

I fixed my gaze again and begged. The stinging, almost burning pain from down there twisted my mood. My lower belly grew heavy with pressure. I flailed and begged for forgiveness. Heesung looked down at me and muttered.

“The problem is I’m too weak when it comes to you.”

“…”

That was nonsense. Heesung showed no mercy to anyone, ever. He never let anyone off. And yet, he says that… Then I stopped breathing at the bulk touching my hole. The especially thick head pressed hard against the tightly closed entrance. Slowly, it pushed inside.

“Heuk, eu…”

“Ah, ha…”

The hard, hot pillar forced my inner walls open as it entered, and I was sure I’d never get used to it. When the head scraped against my lower belly, my whole body went numb.

The deeper the c*ck went, the more it felt like something was completely stuffing my gut. My calves tensed on their own, my toes spread like a fan and curled over and over. I could feel the hole already gripping the c*ck puckering and opening. It was just a reflexive reaction to a foreign object, but it felt like I was welcoming the c*ck, squeezing and releasing the shaft as if flirting. Every time the rim was ground against the hard shaft, a strange nasal sound leaked from my mouth.

“Heup, eung…”

“…”

Heesung hesitated for a moment, then patiently pushed his hips forward again. All the while I kept staring at Heesung’s scar. I was afraid he’d scold me if I blinked for too long like before, so I stared at the scar until my eyes burned.

Finally Heesung muttered.

“…It’s all the way in.”

“Heueu, eueueu… Ah, heut.”

I knew without him saying it. His coarse pubic hair touched my skin. Something deep inside me was being ground, and my head went blank. Sensations I couldn’t tell apart as pleasure or pain swirled and took over my entire body. Tears poured from my wide-open eyes.

Heesung lowered his body onto mine. The penetration went deeper, and the tip of his c*ck jabbed another spot. I arched my hips upward.

“Heua…”

“Whoo… inside is really, so hot. Feels good…”

His weight pressed down on me, crushing my whole body. Our skin touched. Sweat-slick skin clung to every inch of me, because Heesung had wrapped one arm around me with no room for even a sheet of paper. I felt trapped by Heesung, unable to move an inch. Limbs bound and vision limited, I really was captured by him. Heesung licked my tears away. Then he started to move his hips in small, quick thrusts.

Thud, thud, thud, thud. The violent sound of flesh hitting flesh rang in my ears. It was fast. Too fast. Every time he slammed into me with a wet slap, it felt like some part of my head was breaking apart.

“Heut, ah, ah euk! Eung, heueu, ah, aaah!”

“Heok, heok, heut… haa…”

With one hand he pulled my hip toward him, and with the other he braced the bed, moving his hips roughly. At some point Heesung had bent his elbow and was pressing his whole forearm into the mattress. I had no choice but to turn my head further sideways to see the scar. My eyes rolled even further to the side.

“Heut, ah, it hurts, my stomach, it hurts… gentle, heueu, eung, ah ah! Ah!”

Added to the weight of Heesung, I felt like my stomach would burst. My inner walls rippled on their own, squeezing the c*ck and letting go. Heesung must have felt it, because he let out a low curse. Then he gave a low groan and pulled his hips far back. When my insides felt suddenly empty, I trembled all over like a person with chills. My dropped jaw wouldn’t close. Then Heesung slammed his hips forward, brutally and rough.

“…!”

Thwack. It felt like I was being struck from below. No wonder, since his c*ck had plunged all the way to the root in a single stroke. And it didn’t end there. Heesung pulled out to the entrance again and started thrusting deep into me. Instead of begging for help, I only spread my legs wider. That didn’t make the fullness in my stomach go away. I wailed in a strange pleasure that felt like my whole body was floating.

“Heua, euk, heok, heueu…!”

Sobs kept spilling from my mouth. Maybe they were moans. I kept begging Heesung, but the more I did, the rougher he moved his hips.

“I guess you feel it more when I pull out. Keu…”

“Sl, slowly. Heueu, ah, ah heueu… It’s too, too much. Ah, heua!”

“Ah, f*ck. Look at this. Every time I pull out, the c*ck, heut, like this…”

Tears rolled down my cheeks again. There was no way I didn’t notice that I was hard. Every time Heesung’s c*ck hit deep inside, my lower belly buzzed and my d*ck bobbed. When my erect c*ck was crushed against Heesung’s body, an even higher wave of arousal pierced my head. The leaking pre-cum was dirtying my stomach. I sobbed and gripped Heesung’s shoulders. It was my way of saying, don’t make me like this. I felt like I was turning strange. And still, my eyes stayed fixed obediently where Heesung had told me to keep them.

Then the bulk down there grew even larger.

“…”

“…Ah heueuk!”

With an even thicker c*ck, Heesung moved more roughly. It felt like my insides were being ripped open. He thrust into me hard like hammering. It felt like my lower belly was being punched. Like my stomach would be pierced. I could barely keep up with Heesung’s pace. The sound of flesh slapping grew louder and faster.

“Heua, eung! Eut! Ah heueu…! Hiik…!”

“Haa, heu, hoo…”

The rim was sore from the constant friction. Every time his balls slapped against my ass, the inside of my stomach rang and I thought I’d go crazy. When my nipples grazed Heesung’s body, electricity shot from my chest to my fingertips. As if answering the pleasure, my inner walls greedily sucked in the c*ck plunging into them. I couldn’t believe I was like this. Eventually I squeezed my eyes shut. Tears leaked out from beneath my tightly closed lids.

Then it happened.

“…Ah!”

“I told you not to look away.”

Something touched the edge of the hole stretched to its limit. I realized what it was easily. His thumb. The tip of the finger was probing the gap as if ready to go in. His nail scraped against the swollen rim. My body trembled. I shook my head frantically.

“I, I didn’t do it on purpose. Sorry. I won’t do it again, I won’t… okay? Don’t put that in… what if I really tear? Heesung…”

I sobbed and turned my head even more. The scar was blurry because my vision was clouded with tears. I flailed my arms and then clung to Heesung’s neck. I wrapped my legs around his waist. Lost in a daze, I kept begging and begging. Down below, I squeezed the inserted c*ck and let go. I subtly rubbed my ass against his groin.

“Please, Heesung… don’t put, it in. Huk, please…”

“…You make it so I can’t even get angry.”

Heesung muttered lowly. But I knew he had calmed down. I felt like I was starting to know Heesung pretty well now. I mean, the real Heesung… Tears flowed down again. At the same time, Heesung began thrusting roughly.

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